Touring with 5sos //sequel to adopted by 5sos

Part 1

"I promised you didn't I" my dad chuckles with a sinister grin. I'm in a dark, dark room with only the sounds of my struggles to calm me
"Get the fuck away from me" I say firmly
"I see we've forgotten how this works" he says disappointed "I'm the parent you're the child you do what I say
"You've never been anything more to me than a distant nightmare" I spit
"Well how about change that, let's make that memory less distant"
I hear loud angry footsteps then a hand wrapped around my neck.

"Hannah" I'm awoken by Ashton staring down at me looking concerned
"Where am I" I exhale
"We're on a plane"
"Oh" we are traveling to an awards ceremony in London and I'm finally getting to record with Ed Sheeran and see my beautiful boyfriend Shawn Mendes.
"Nightmare?" Ashton asks
"Yeah" I reply shuddering at the thought of it
"Hannah?" Luke calls over from the other isle
"Luke" I mock
"Come here" he demands
I stand up and glance at Ashton who's giving me a look that says "you did it not me"
I wander over to Luke's seat and Michael is hanging over the chair in front and Calum is asleep beside him.
Michael slaps Calum to wake him and they all draw the eyes off me.
"So Are we gonna talk about yesterday or are we going to pretend that you didn't directly disobey me and the boys instructions." Luke growls

"Second one sounds good to me" I reply
"Hannah we are so angry with you and we are all trying to think about your punishment but you don't even seem to regret what you did" Micheal says
"That's because I don't" I say
"Hannah listen to me" Michael demands
"No Michael you listen to me" I say just as firmly "I got to hear about how my brother died, I got to hear about his last words I got to know that he still cared about me and that he never was angry at me that was worth more than anything." And with that I storm away back to my seat.

"how did that go?" Ashton asks
"How do you think" I reply
" you know they're gonna ground you or some shit" he says
"Yeah I don't really care"
"Jesus Hannah when did you become such a little rebel?"

Off the plane

We get off the plane and travel to the hotel with an icy silence covering the taxi, I'm not speaking to Calum, Michael or Luke and they're not speaking to me and Ashton is just caught in the middle.
As soon as we get to the hotel I snatch the key to my room off Ashton and run upstairs and lock myself in.
I'm supposed to be sharing with someone but with no one talking we never really came up with the sleeping arrangements.
For a while I just lie on the bed and think, ignoring all missed call and banging on the door.
After a while I start to feel an itch on my arm and my hands twitch for a razor blade, for some odd reason. I haven't cut in months but the same old urge starts to kick in.
I run out the room not taking my key with me and therefor locking myself out, giving me less mean to hurt myself.
I don't know where anyone else's room is so I just sit on a small tattered old couch that is sitting in the hallway outside my room.
After a while I start to cry and scratch the oblivion out my arm. I sit there rocking back and forth trying to make the worst feeling in the world go away.

Hello guys I'm back. New chapter written on phone. Why is the @ button so close to the " it's so annoying. Anyways hi bye