A/N : again it took me so many days to make this chapter, only because I had to to to two parties one big celebration connecting to my nationality, and watched so many movies, and plus had to do homework I had kind of a busy weekend. She's not afraid by One Direction, Enjoy!
+ Notes +
Y/N - Your Name
Your POV
Yeah (aha), one, two, three, four!
[Harry:]
She sneaks out in the middle of the night, yeah
Tight dress with the top cut low
She's addicted to the feeling of letting go
Let it go
[Louis:]
She walks in and the room just lights up
But she don't want anyone to know
That I'm the only one that gets to take her home
Take her home
[Liam:]
But every time I tell her that I want more
She closes the door
[Zayn:]
She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of fallin' in love
She's not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of fa-fa-fallin' in love,
Love
[Niall:]
Maybe she's just trying to test me
Wanna see how hard I'm gonna work
Wanna see if I can really tell how much she's worth
What you're worth
[Louis:]
Or maybe all her friends have told her don't get closer
He'll just break your heart
[Niall:]
But either way she's teasing me and it's just so hard
(So hard.)
[Liam:]
Cause every time I tell her how I feel
She says it's not real
(One, two, three, four)
[Zayn:]
She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of fallin' in love
She's not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of fa-fa-fallin' in love,
Love
[Harry:]
What about all the things we say
Talking on the phone so late
I can't let her get away from me
Oooh
[Zayn:]
But when I say that I can't do it no more
She's back in my door
[Laugh]
[Zayn:]
She's not
She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of fallin' in love
She not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of fa-fa-fallin' in love
Oooh
She's not afraid
She's not afraid
[All:]
Ohhhhh
As I was going through the bathroom cabinets and searching through everything, I saw something catching my eyes. For some reason I saw a bottle of sleeping pills at the back of everything, I pulled them out and opened the bottle cap and finding it empty, my heart was beeping faster and faster.
He has been taking sleeping pills...
I started to run and fall into Zenix which both of us ended up on the floor. Glass shattered and water was on the floor, I started to cry I know I have been crying a lot since I've been here. I felt his thumb lightly swipe across my face and had a sympathy look on his face.
Zenix- darling what's wrong?
You- you never told me you were talking sleeping pills! You're really worrying me now
Zenix- Y/N... that was before I don't take them anymore... because your here
You- you cry yourself to sleep?!
Zenix- it was because I wasn't here with you
You- don't you ever do that again! I don't want to crying yourself to sleep, or take sleeping pills
Zenix- don't worry Y/N I won't do it anymore
He's fingers lightly crossed my face, his softness and warmth made me feel frozen in place, I could feel his heartbeat beating faster and faster.
Zenix- + whispers + I wouldn't really think that anyone could care this much for me besides my parents, they were the only important people in my life and plus you, you were the only person that also loved me
You- only because you were the closet to me, and because I didn't have anyone else heh, oh well
Zenix- and I'm only scared of losing you because what if your really gone, what if you died and I can't be with you anymore, what if you start loving someone else
You- Zenix you're such a such
Zenix- only for you dear
You- I don't know if I'm going to really die soon or later
Zenix- don't say that, you're gonna live as long as you and me are here
You- you really think I'm gonna live that long
Zenix- yep and grow old with me and might as well make a few babes
You- ZENIX!
Zenix- what? What if it does happen
You- I don't think I'm don't wanna be kids, I'm to young as well
Zenix- but what in the future don't you ever think about that?
You- well yeah but still I don't really want to think about it now
Zenix- oh well, hey um, can you get off my I think some water is getting on me
You- + laughs + okay then
I got off him and he got up himself and went to the bathroom. I wiped the leftover wetness of my face and drank some cold water. As Zenix came out of the bathroom, I was sitting on the chair and smiling at him.
You- when did you start?
Zenix- start what?
You- taking them?
Zenix- long ago, I was just stressing out I guess, only because I really missed you
You- how do you miss me that much?
Zenix- think of it this way, it's like a craving something that you really want, something you want desperately, something you want but you can't have I'm pretty sure you've felt that before you
You- I guess I have before
Zenix- that's how I felt when I needed you, that feeling when you know somethings missing
You- I get it... I know that feeling I've been through it
Zenix- you have but I thought you were that person who has everything they ever wanted
You- actually not really when I transferred I wasn't able to fit in as fast, I really missed you when I was there, I was able to make one friend there
Zenix- I never knew that
I don't know why this took such a long time to write, I should really be organised heh.
Author~chan out
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Fanfiction{ Note } Sometimes people can't remain the same. They had a side no one knows about Status { Completed }
