don't wanna cry// mingyu

sixteen

"jagiya."

"yeah?"

"why do you pick me to be supposedly the man of your life?"

yerim went mute. exactly. there were many guys out there who could and would be better than mingyu in terms of appearance and wealth.

even after a couple months being together, she was still confused.

"well, maybe because i know that you are the one for me somehow?"

"how?"

"i don't know. you just have to deserve that position in my life i guess."

mingyu felt that he was just being slapped with her words. why does it hurt?

"why haven't you said the three words to me? i mean, i have said it a few times and all you do is to reply me with a simple thank you."

"it's not easy to forget all that you know. come on, you've talked behind my back about who knows what, appeared in my life and got into this relationship."

"why did i- why did i pick you?"

"what?"

"why did i even think of apologising to you? now i understand why my friends were so against the idea of me begging for your forgiveness,"

out of anger, he didn't think of giving up anytime soon.

"we could have enjoyed talking about you for a longer time about how you were so flirty with one of the male teachers, how you suddenly became such a mommy's girl and how attention seeking you have been. oh god, i miss all that."

upon hearing that, she gave mingyu a tight slap that made his cheeks turned red. that was just how hard she slapped him.

"WANNA KNOW SOMETHING? I MISS THE MOMENT WHERE I DON'T HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE. YOU ARE SUCH A TROUBLEMAKER AND A CLINGY JERK I HAVE TO ATTEND TO EVERY SINGLE DAY!"

"j-jagiya. what are you doing?"

without any further, she ran to her bedroom and slammed the door.

she knew and were fully aware that banging her head on the wall wouldn't make the situation any better but she had to do it. i just have to deserve it.

on the other hand, mingyu, who was still shocked of what had just happened finally regained his senses and sat down on the couch, putting his head in between his hands.

one by one, bad memories of him treating yerim badly started playing in his mind.