chapter five; insanity

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by hillixer

by hillixer

[Kendall's PoV]

Well, hello again.

Its me, Kendall. Since dead people get more attention, you may not remember me.

Guess what? The cheerleaders are having a little 'were super not sorry our harsh words and way of life killed your daughter but we have to pretend we are' dinner for Kenzie and Brynn. Do I want to attend? No. Am I? Absolutely not!

I, of course, went with the other cheerleaders and jumped on the idea of the banquet. I actually helped plan the meal and decor, but now that its time for the meal, I'm 'sick'.

Those idiots will believe anything, I tell you.

So here I am, sitting at home, with nothing to do.

I'm home alone and not going to eat dinner, of course. I dont feel fat, I know I'm deathly thin, but food just tastes so cold and lifeless. It hurts to swallow, it just hurts to take a bite. I'm currently living off saltines and grapes, but it's okay.

I got up and walked around my crappy little dilapidated apartment. If you're wondering just how dilapidated, In the living room, there's a hole in the wall. My dad punched this hole when he was angry about two months ago, and now there's a rat family living in there.

I walked into the living room and peeked into the hole. A bunch of little gray bodies were curled together, and I felt jealousy. These gray little rodents get to live in a perfect family, and I hated it. If I couldn't get a good life and family, neither can they.

I dug around in the bleach cabinet and found some rat poison, which I merely injected into a piece of bread crust and dropped it in the hole.

It landed on a big mouse who awoke, turned around, sniffed the bread, and choked it down in one bite. I smiled and walked away from the hole, and into my disgusting kitchen. The floor was sticky, flies everywhere, fridge broken, paint chipped, you name it. I put the poison away and returned to my room, satisfied with what I did.

I laid in my bed and just stared at the ceiling. A spider spun a web in one corner, while a few flies angrily buzzed around my ceiling. I was a pretty girl in this nasty house, I couldn't take it. I rolled to my side and buried my head in my hands, sobbing. The world seemed to stop at that moment, the flies stopped buzzing, the spider stopped spinning, and the wind seemed to stop blowing. That's when I made the decision.

A/N - oooh what decision is she gonna make ;)
Im sorry Im such a slow updater, thanks for the kind PM's encouraging me to update! You guys really inspire me to update my books. Sorry this chapter sucked, next chapter it gonna be lit.

Toodles,
-Hanna