вaвyвoy • e.d (✔)

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Sometimes I feel lonely. Not like the type of lonely you feel when there's no one around. The type of loneliness like you have no one. Like there's no one there for you. No one there to comfort you when you're hurting.

It's the worst type of lonely to feel. Feeling like you're stuck and abandoned isn't the best feeling in the world.

You changed that for me. You made me feel this feeling so pure and wonderful. It just had me craving more and more every time. The desire you give me is unbearable but you're gone.

You made me feel special like I have some type of worth or value. You made me want to believe the truth instead of their lies. Somehow I always believed the lies.

Isn't it weird how things can change so much yet not change at all?

That's how I felt. Betrayed. You left. No explanation. No goodbye. No communication. Just emptiness. Empty communication just like always.

What did I do to deserve this? Absolutely nothing. Is there a reason you treated me like shit? If there is, I'd like to know.

You made me curious about the world which is something I've never been fond of. The world we live in is brutal and full of cruelty yet you managed to find something good in the world.

I wondered how you're so put together and perfect.

I couldn't find a single flaw. How could a person obtain perfection?

I heard people used to pick on you though. I don't know why, I mean, you're so damn perfect.

People used to talk shit about you.

Yet you said nothing.
You did nothing.

-Addie

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