thirty five

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I had sex with Justin. The guy I hooked up with at the party was Justin. How could he let me control him like that?

After all he was drunk along with me but I was able to control myself. He was completely clueless to what was going on around him.

I don't blame him at all for what happened. It's all purely my fault.

No one to blame but myself. I didn't feel the wave of pleasure I would've felt if it was you. It felt so different. I didn't like the feeling. It's different.

Different is good at times but sometimes it's not. The feeling he gave me just wasn't pleasure even if I was the one in control.

I just want you.

-Addie

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