вaвyвoy • e.d (✔)

thirty four

This isn't who I am.

I went to a party. Some random guys party. I wanted a night full of carefree fun. I didn't want to feel like myself so I drank. A little too much may I add.

I was walking around seeing many guys looking lonely with red solo cups in their hands already drunk. I took advantage of that and grabbed one of them pulling them into a bedroom.

I wasn't fully drunk. I knew what I was doing. I knew that what I was doing was wrong yet I did it anyways.

I'm still letting people think I'm easy. I had sex that night.

Please save me Ethan. I need you more than ever.

-Addie