You make me loose my self control Ethan. I have no control over my actions anymore. You gave me the consideration for others. Now I don't care about anyone's feelings.
I don't even care about my own feelings anymore. Who cares how I feel? You apparently don't.
I've always put you first which taught you to put me second. I don't have any respect for myself anymore. I'm disgusted of myself Ethan.
I've become a fucking slut. I hook up with every fucking guy I come across and I mean that. I let them take advantage of me. Actually that's a lie, I take advantage of them.
It's the only way to get my mind off you.
Why am I doing this to myself?
-Addie
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