вaвyвoy • e.d (✔)

fifty four

I've been smiling alot more. I've been happier but definitely not happy enough. Definitely not as happy as I was when you were here.

I guess I've accepted that you're gone but I'm still not happy about it. I still want you back and nothing will change that.

I got invited to Jessica's party. I think it'll be fun to just let loose and become anything but myself for one night.

One drink couldn't hurt so I'm going. I think it'll be good and distracting.

I need a distraction. I need something to get my mind off my ducked up life.

-Addie