Prince Heartless

chapter 20: the time when there didn't seem to be a choice, but there was .

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That same night:

Sheikha's P.o.v:

I'm so sorry Hamdan. That I had to hurt you. You didn't leave me any choice. Yo never gave me a choice. I understand that it is difficult for you, because I too am going through the same pain. But I will always choose you over my family anytime of the day, not because your love is more or theirs is less. Why you, you will wonder why not them because you taught me what love is you taught me how to be free. You love me but you don't realise what you want and that is what is causing you to be in a fix. We have been together for long as I can remember and I cherished those moments. Your kiss told me that you wanted me but there was something else....this was never there before. How could you be so confused? When I kissed Futaim (fìance) I was and still am sure that no one can take your place. Then why? Why? Are you being in a fix?! Is it because of her. That lowlife commoner. She isn't a royalty and she far from being an emarati. A plain Jane. What has she done to you, was she a good kisser,is she good in bed? Why? After all these years... Im going to get that girl out of your life. If you change your mind...I promise you if you do, I'm going to destroy everything. You think you are surrounded by the right people who care, you are so foolish. Especially your father, how dare he insult me. The old man has had it coming for him. ha well your greatest enemy is within your family, and you will never know. They won't touch you until I say so.
Yo never left me with a choice.

Hamdan's p.o.v:

It broke my heart when you walked away. It broke my heart when you casually took that ring an wore it where mine was. It broke my heart when I broke off the engagement. It broke my heart when we were told not get back together. It broke my heart to see you cry. It broke my heart when u said why. It broke my heart when you didn't look back. But it also breaks my heart when I have to lie to that innocent girl. It breaks my heart to lie to someone so caring. It breaks my heart to lie to someone who wants to trust to love because she is scared of being hurt. It breaks my heart that she would never think ill of me. You might think why I'm so confused, because her kindness is unmatched. She wants reasons to like someone, to care for someone. The eyes are windows to your soul and hers is so pure I'm scared to filthy it. I'm broken because I love you. My heart is broken because we have the  power yet we cant choose. I luv u but
I don't have a choice.

Aairah's p.o.v:  (this part is when she drives back home.)

I want to care for you, but I cannot. I want to share your problems, but I must not. Hell I want to even love you, but I should not. You said my eyes were the window to my soul, yes they are. But maybe you don't realise that the eyes are the most deceptive part of us. Yes I care, yes I love, yes I'm compassionate, yes yes and yes I am all of that , but you shouldn't love me for that, because I know I may hurt you and that scares me the most. Im not afraid to be a failure because most parts of my life was a big failure. I have failed again and again and I'm still not scared to take risk to know that I might fail. But when I'm with you I am. So scared that I truly feel I'm not good enough for you and you deserve better. But my heart wants what it wants and that's why the next best thing I could offer you was friendship. You don't know what I went through when I was at the borders. Why I am good at what I do...you don't know how impure and scarred I am because I am not afraid to kill. I want to leave it all behind I want to start all over again. When I look at you I know it is possible but at the cost of you getting hurt and I would never do that. I thought I never had a choice. That is why I offered friendship. But believe me when I say this You always have a choice.

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/n:

Woahhhhhhhh that was some deep shit. It's sort of a filler chapter. I just want you guys to know why is everyone doing what they are doing. Some might think I am giving away the plot. But no I'm not...because the drama is engaging.....please please vote...tell others to vote but most of all COMMENT BECAUSE THIS CHAPTER WAS DIFFICULT TO WRITE AS THERE IS SOME PART OF ME AS WELL. so I will really appreciate it if you would comment on the characters....sorry I'm mistaken we all have some part of us in them. So please please comment. Love you all for being so supportive. When u are motivated you tend to get better ideas. I will be honest my readers are my motivators. Oh I'm being sappy. Remember to vote and comment on each character.

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