Thread Six

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The 6th Thread, Not so bad after all... 

*sigh* Bkit ang hirap!? Bkit ganito!? This is just crazy... But why am I even thinking so hard about it... *sigh* I'm sorry twinnie~ (Q~Q) I didn't mean to lie about being busy... Kaya lang thinking about what happened earlier... That question Tiff asked... Parang hindi ko ata kakayanin na makita si Chase... I feel so terrible... Bakit ung simpleng tanong nyun hindi ko masagot ng hindi... Am I really!? It can't be!!! right!?

"A penny for your thoughts!" Chris said and sat beside me...

I was actually out in the terrace... Nakatingin sa beach...

Oh who am I kidding... Rather than the beach ung totoo sa kawalan naman ako nakatingin...

I'm just so confused and I keep on drifting off some place else gano ko man itry na magfocus...

Kung kanina full of energy ako... Ngayun parang pakiramdam ko eh nagcollide ang langit at lupa para gumawa ng sandwhich tapos ako ung palaman sa gitna...

"You keep on sighing... Azalea's here physically but it looks as though she's not at all... What's wrong?" Chris asked again

"Nothing much... I've just been thinking~" I said, grbeh bat ko ba kinakausap tong isang toh... pero he looks sincere enough being concerned and all so I guess its fine...

"Thinking about?" he asked and looked at me with concern

"Stuffs~" I said simply

"Mind telling me those stuffs that seem to be bothering you?" he asked

"I dunno..." I said

"I won't tell anyone~ And consider it as me making it up for the argument about the room earlier!" he said sincerely... Should I tell!? he looks trustworthy enough... maybe my first impression of him was wrong after all... I guess he's not so bad... so here goes...

"Okay then... Example you have a friend... A friend who has been with you for the longest time now... To the point you're like siblings, you're like family! But then you suddenly get the feeling that  there's something different... And now you're unsure of how you actually feel... What do you do!?" I said at bigla naman siyang natahimik tapos nag isip

"I'm not really sure what something different you're talking about but let's say its love... We're talking about Chase aren't we!?" (=w=) he said at parang dumilim ung aura niya...

Tumahimik lang ako at dko siya masagot... nawala sa isip ko na di nga plah sila magkasundo... Bat ba siya pa kasi naisip kong tanungin... (QwQ) Eh teka wait siya naman ung nagpumilit magtanong ahh! (*A*) Tas maiirita siya ngayun... Pero... (QwQ) Dko nrin kc alam sinong kakausapin ko...

He then suddenly gave of a sigh... "You know what... Love is something that just comes unexpectedly! For some reason talagang gnun eh, madalas hindi natin namamalayan na inlove na pala tayo! Kahit ano pang tingin mo sa taong yon, Kahit ano paman siya o sino paman siya... Those things don't matter anymore when you're inlove! Even if he's the dorkiest guy in the world or the most demonic one of all... Mapa maganda, gwapo or panget... Kapag tinamaan ka ng love lahat Nagiiba... lhat nalang Nagbabago... That's just how powerful it is! Love is also something that just comes to a person naturally! Kahit anong pigil ang gawin, kahit anong pagdidiscourage at pagtatago at pagdedeny ang gawin... Maiinlove at maiinlove ka padin at lalabas at lalabas ang tunay mong nararamdaman! Kahit pa sabihin mong ayaw mo don sa taong yon, kahit pa sa isip mo eh hindi iyon possible... Basta when its there... Its there! And nothing can change that! Now its up to the person kung tatangapin niya ba na mahal niya ang isang tao or hindi... Kung wether ililihim niya ito at patuloy na isasantabi... But whatever decision anyone chooses it has different effects and wether the product of the choice you make would be either good or bad its something that you won't know until it's there... So kung magiging masaya ka or magsisisi ka in the end it's all up in your hands..." he said very seriously.... WOAH! (*O*) I never thought this meanie can actually talk about something so passionately... and to think of all topics... Love pah! (*A*) "Right now you're confused and wondering if you love him or not, right?" he asked

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