The Red Thread

Thread Twenty

The 20th Thread, Treasure hunting for signs.

                                                                        ...Months later...

Hey you!

Yes you!

Guess what!?

Graduate nako!

Sa college ahh... 

Pero sa pagka-in-love sayo... HINDI PA! And I doubt I'll ever graduate from that...

I've been wondering... Asan ka na kaya!?

How are you doing right now.... Are you alright?

Do you still... remember me?!

Happy Graduation Day!?!? Belated man or Advanced I can't say it personally but yeah. Di ko kasi alam kung graduate ka na rin ba or gragraduate pa lang. 

Kelan ka uuwi!? 

Well no need to rush. Di naman ako nagmamadali. Gusto ko rin naman na pag-uwi mo I'll be someone who you expected me to be, or even better! Ikaw... I know you'll be someone great! NO. You're already someone great, so I bet you've just become greater than what you are.

I miss you already... Alam mo ba yun??? Minsan nga sa sobrang pagkamiss ko sayo kinakausap ko na yung picture mo... There are even times I would cry talking to you! Kasi di ka naman sumasagot so para kong baliw don kaya iiyak nalang ako... Pero kung iisipin ko, baliw nga ako. Malamang kasi picture nga dbah, expect ko bang sasagot ka!? Timang lang... I miss you so bad... hahaha... I miss you sooh much that it hurts... so kung mabaliw man ako well... matagal nakong baliw so mas lumala lang siguro... but ako naman ang pumili nito eh.

Pero alam mo, Meron mang times na nagkakaron ako ng emotional break downs, I always seem to find a reason to stand up and smile again. Well of course that reason is still you and always would be you. You really do amaze me! You're the one who breaks me into billions of pieces and yet you're still the one who makes me a whole again. Natutuwa ako kasi I'm totally embracing this fact now and I'm proud of that. I wish I could've been more honest earlier though.

But Hey! I'm still incomplete and I'm excited to be complete! But it can wait. I can wait. A day does not pass na di ako umaasa na makita ka, bukas ulit! Alright? I can wait even if it takes forever. Well that... I'm off to sleep. Tomorrow is a new day and also my first day at work. Finally I'm an official employee in our company, I'll work hard. Here's hoping you get here soon.

...

*ring ring*

"Pssh. Hello!? Chris! Ano kbah?! I told you to quit disturbing me when I'm at work, right! Papagalitan ako ng Dad dahil sayo eh." I told him ng medyo naiirita, this is the 3rd time today and the 19th time this week... Kamusta naman yon dbah?! I mean, it's not my fault na ang dami niyang free time sa job niya kaya't nabobored siya. Bakit ba ako ang iniistorbo niya??? (-A-) Kung siya di busy well me, I'm busy...

"You won't believe it Chase!" he said in a genuinely excited voice not sounding like he minds my earlier rudeness

"Kung may nameet ka lang na magandang babae jan, STOP!!! I do not wish to hear about it. I'll hung up now. Bye!" I said at pipindutin ko na sana yung end call pero bigla-biglang,

"No wait!!! It's something about Azzie! I need to talk to you about it like, right now! So don't hung up." he said and for some reason, wala nakong pake ano man yon and all I know is I have to know so I just ended the call at nagmadali ng lumabas ng office, sakto namang nasalubong ko ang Dad na kakalabas lang ng meeting room