Chapter 15

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Chloe's P.O.V.

*****Flashback*****

And there stood Matthew. He was So cute! a lot cuter than all the other guys. and he dressed different. More relaxed. he had camel hair that was shaggy and a blue Beanie. a shirt with a panda bear on it and his eyes! they were so gorgeous! The perfect chestnut color that complimented his Carmel hair! and then I remember my dream....

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Thank god! I'm not crazy! he's not the same! no he so much hotter! wait no! I don't like him! it never works out when I like someone so no I dont!

Well all the other guys came back and harris made them leave with him. he said they were suppose to get something from the mall or something. so me and Matthew were all alone. and we went to his room and we just talked about each other. and asked each other stuff. it was weird because he kept looking at me funny. I mean nobody else has looked at me like this.

"So have you ever self harmed?" asked Matthew. oh crap! the one thing I don't want to say and he says it! I mean if I say yes then he will think I'm a crazy an d he won't like me! wait what am I saying I can't like him cuz whenever I do they don't like me! they just laugh at me and make me cry and I don't want that to happen again.

"Uhh..." I rubbed my wrist. Omg he is gonna notice me rubbing me wrist! stop Chloe! I stop rubbing my wrist but not soon enough. he saw me and grabbed my wrist. He looked back up at me and then

"Matthew don't ok please don't!" I pleaded.

He turned my wrist and saw all of the scars. His eyes swelled up with tears and then I got up and ran. he thought I was crazy! and now he won't like me! And what do you know tears start streaming down my cheeks and I run and slam my door. I layed on my bed and cried myself to sleep.

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A/n

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