Real (Matthew Sherrill fanfic)

Chapter 16

Matthew's P.O.V.

I tried to run after her but she was gone before I got to my kitchen. I don't know why she left because I didn't do anything mean and I wasn't gonna judge her for having a ruff life. I really like her and I just want to get to know her more and I want to figure out why she self-harmed. I didn't know if I should go after her or just try and talk to her in the morning. then my mom came in the kitchen and told me that I had to go be with harris because he was only going to be here for 7 more days. So I decide not to sneak out and just talk to her in the morning. I couldn't stop thinking about it all though. I mean who could make her that upset? to hurt herself over it? 😣

Harris' P.O.V.

Matthew was acting really weird and when I asked him where Chloe was he said he didn't want to talk about. he was so distracted though. Every time I I would say or do anything he would jump like he didn't know I was there and I came up behind him and screamed. but he wouldn't talk about it. he usually tells me everything so why is he not telling me what's bothering him? Idk..but I hope that he's not like this the whole time I'm here!

Chloe's P.O.V.

I woke up the next morning and I had to pry my eyes open because of my tears dried my eye lashes shut. then I took a shower and got ready for the day. I curled my hair and put on a shirt with the British flag that said one direction with white shorts and red converse. I also put on some bracelets that would cover my scars. no crying today. I grabbed my phone and went through My Instagram. I saw that Matthew, harris, jake, and Jordan followed me and like a bunch of my pictures. I put my phone in my back pocket and went into the kitchen. I ate a pop tart and then walked outside to see Matthew sitting on his porch. crap! I tried to walk back inside my house but he saw me.

"I saw you" he said.

I sighed and then walked over to him.

"Hey"

"Hey" he jumped off the porch right in front of me. it was silent for a minute and then he said,

"So I was thinking about everything last night and I feel really bad about asking you that and I don't want to fight with you or anything. so can we forget it after I ask you some questions"

I signed but agreed.

"Ok so first I want to ask you when did you do that?"

"Um...well about 5 months ago."

"Why did you do that?"

"Because of all the bullying."

"What do you mean?"

"Where I live I'm ugly and fat and stupid and people told me every day that I needed to died and it just got to me."

I saw the tears swell up in his eyes again and my dead instinct was to run.

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A/n

To all of you that self harm please dont! you are all beautiful and amazing and I love you all!

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