Real (Matthew Sherrill fanfic)

Chapter 19

Recap:

"So...Chloe told me what you told her you were doing last night." She said.

"Kinsey don't do this! please don't!" Matthew Pleaded

"Matthew you lied to her." She said back.

"To protect her! not to hurt her...which is what you are gonna do if you tel her!" Matthew said almost in tears.

"No! your gonna tell her what your really did last night."

"I cant! I can't hurt her like that! I mean I didn't want her to get mad and i didn't want her to leave me! And you know if I told her she would have ran away from me. she would have thought I was terrible for doing it and she wouldn't want to every talk to me again!"

"Well...its better than lying to her and stilling having to tell her the truth..now isn't it?" I looked up at Matthew and he was crying. our eye met and he mumbled under his breath "I'm so so sorry Chlo! I am! please forgive me!"

"What did you do?" I said it sounding more like a demand rather than a question.

"I...i" another tear fell down his cheek.

"I....

End of Recap:

Chloe's P.O.V.

I was on the edge of the bed. I couldn't stand not knowing almost as much as knowing he lied. I really didn't know what I was gonna do. I mean if it was to protect me and not hurt me then it's cute but he still lied, so I guess I would just live in the moment because my actions would depend on what he did. but what did he do? did he find a girlfriend? did he steal something? did he self-harm? what? what? was it worse than that? or was it really not that bad?

All these questions swarmed my head like flies and stung like bees. I got really light headed and everything started to black out. I was confused and dizzy and the last thing I heard was

"I...." I think from matthew. but I wasn't for sure. I couldn't think straight right now.

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In seconds I was lost. lost in my imagination. I was far away in a forest. I could smell the pine. I was wet. I was in a lake...or a pond...i was underwater....drowning, but somehow it was peaceful.

I guess I was at my death bed. I didn't know why or what happened but I knew i was. I had read about death before, in books and well I thought it was suppose to be a peaceful thing. it was my time. also everything was still and happy. It was silent..i could here nothing as I floated to the bottom of the lake/pond I wasn't breathing. I didn't have urge to inhale oxygen. get a fresh breath of air. I felt like I was already breathing. but I knew it wasn't possible to. I was under water and I couldn't. i was almost at the bottom. it was really dark and I couldn't see. but I wasn't scared like I normally would be. I was fine. relaxed and happy. For once in my life I didn't have a bully overtop of me or a critical mother or brother or father that wanted me to be like my sister. I was me and everyone like me for once.

Matthew's P.O.V.

How was I suppose to tell her this? she would hate me! I was so ashamed! and I hated myself for doing it! I couldn't do it again and I needed to make that clear to her. so she would give me another chance to be a good friend and not make stupid choices! I was about to tell her and that's when she looked weird. I asked her if she was ok but she didn't answer. she slipped off of the bed and hit the floor like a rock. was she dead? but why would she be dead? she couldn't be! I wouldn't let it happen! she was my best friend and I loved her and she couldn't leave me! I didn't even get to ask her out on a proper first date. so she couldn't leave. I didn't know what to do and I guess my body took control because in seconds I was checking her pulse. it was fine. She was still breathing. I ran into the kitchen and dialed 911. I told the operated what happened and where I was and she sent an ambulance.

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The ambulance took her; Me and McKinsey rode in the back with Chloe on the stretcher. me and McKinsey were both crying. when we got to the hospital I had to stay in the waiting room. we stayed there for 9 hours waiting while they took test on her and figured out why she did that. Mostly because they were very busy since it was in the middle of the day. A nurse came into the waiting room.

"Matthew Sherrill?" the nurse said. McKinsey and I stood and walked to her.

"You're here for Chloe Singleton right?" the nurse asked.

"Yes..what happened? is she alright? did you figure out what is wrong?" I said all at once.

"She is fine. She was just stressed out and upset and scared and her heart rate went up and she went into a coma." the nurse said.

McKinsey and I both looked at each other at the same time. she was stressed out and worried that much? god I'm a terrible friend! I mean what kind of friend scares their friends So much that they go into a coma?

"So has she woken up?" I asked.

"No. And we don't know when she will. it might take a day, a week, I'm not for sure. but I've heard some people say that they can hear you and will fight to get out of a coma of they hear the right thing from the right person." the nurse said looking at me.

The nurse told us the room she was in and left the waiting room.

"See what you did Matthew! you could have just told her the truth! then she wouldn't be in a coma! and I wouldn't be scared to death that she died!"

"Me? you the one that told her I lied! if you wouldn't have told her that I lied then Everything would have been fine! but no McKinsey had to go off and tell everyone that I'm a liar! I mean if you're gonna tell her that much you might as well of told her that I was popping pills and smoking weed too." Matthew said.

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