A Broken Heart Writes

Aize Eileen

"..and after asking around i found my way here, to your room"

"I see"

"Is something wrong? You don't even seem happy to see me" she says looking a bit annoying

"Of course i'm happy to see you!" i say sounding quite defensive but with a smile on my face

"it's just that i have a class now and i'm really late you know?" i put some books into my bag and zip it up.

"Oh wow we haven't seen each other in so long and you're just going to leave for a class? Just skip it for me baby" she pouts

"You know how i feel about skipping classes, i can't do that"

"Fine then! i'll just go looking for some fine ass english guy to keep me company" she says sounding cocky on her way to the door with a smirk on her face.

i laugh and corner her beside the door, pinning her hands by her wrists up on the wall. She grins as she establishes the luscious body contact between us, and i admire her from her forehead to chin. God, those eyes, so deep, so brown, so mesmerizing, and so i know my feelings aren't gone.

She bites her lips feeling enticed as my hardened partner presses against her sensitive skin between her laps.

This should be the part where i pull apart and let her go, especially after what happened last night with Rose Mela. This should be the part when my conscience kicks down the door yelling and lecturing me. The part when guilt makes my heart pound faster. No doubt it is pounding faster, but it's being pounded by the force that keeps me attached to her, the force that she uses to grip my heart, the force that makes me love her.

"That's my baby" she says right before she sucks and bites my bottom lip. Aroused, i let go of her wrists, grab her ass and lift her up against the wall while we still kiss intensely. I can feel and hear she's having difficulty breathing, or is that me?

"I can't right now, i have class" i whisper into her ear as i nibble on it before pulling away, then i put her back on her feet.

Disappointed she sighs and says "Okay, i'll come back in the evening" kisses me one last time before leaving.

i exhale, having mixed feelings of relief and concupiscence wrestle within me and head straight to class.

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I rush out of class soon after the lecturer leaves. Where to? Rose Mela's room. Don't worry it's not to find comfort in her arms or feed her lies, in fact, it's contrary to that.

"Hi" Rose Mela says excited to see me as she opens her door.

"hey" i smile saying

"Who is it!?" i hear Nicole yell and run expectantly, only to turn the corner and see me.

"Oh, i should have asked 'WHAT is it?'" she says then walks back to her room's coordinates.

Both i and Rose Mela laugh

"Why is she so mean?" i ask still chuckling and walk into the living room.

"I don't know, she just doesn't like you" Mela giggles

"To what do i owe the pleasure?" she asks as she settles down on my lap holding onto my neck and of course with me seated on the couch

I suddenly get serious. "I'm here to tell you my story."

Noticing how serious i am, and after hearing what i just said she gets off me and seats beside me, ready to listen, with all ears.

I begin to talk, telling her the story of when i moved to a new high school long ago, how i met Eileen. I'd love to tell that story to you in details too but that would take too long to put down, rather just continue to read my thoughts though it'll be just a summary.

Aize Eileen is dark skinned and beautiful, I concluded this since when we met, in high school. She had a bad reputation, the slutty kind. Now rumors as you know are not always accurate, but not hers. Hers are as accurate as Oliver queen's target intuition. People talked so much shit about her back then, little did they know that Aize Eileen was a victim of rape at the age of ten. Surprised aren't you? Yeah she was raped, but she never told anyone so I guess that's why they were quick to judge her and I guess that explains the sexual rampage she went on back then. Well that's her past.
Like I said, we met in high school. The first time we met, she tried to befriend me, of course after hearing all the rumors, a normal teenage guy would love to but I didn't. I kept my distance because I was trying to keep myself a virgin till marriage and I had no intention of letting Eileen ruin my plan. Months passed, hormones arose and I had thoughts of being active, I'm just a teenager aren't I? Communications began and as soon as the opportunity to do the bad came, she called me and I zoomed all the way to her place like a baby eager to find their parent when playing peekaboo. Calm down, we didn't have sex. She wanted to but my resolve overcame my lust. It happened time and time again, meanwhile I had no idea I was falling in love with her. We were together in school, together elsewhere and by the time I realized I was in love with her it was too late. I couldn't be the one to fall for the slut that everyone in the city knew about and one day I snapped, I don't remember what caused it but it had to do with another guy and I pushed her away. Not literally of course. That's when she told me her tragic story and the aftermath of it. Then she started crying, those blue tears that are found at the bottom of one's heart, she let them flow. And what did I do? Tell her I'm sorry? Walk away? No, i cried too. Shake my head, pathetic me.
"I'm sorry, I let the rumors get to me, I should trust you more. I love you, I won't let go like the others. I'll hold you and love you and I will never stop loving you."
Little did I know that I had just cast a spell on myself. A curse? A blessing? A bit of both.
We've been together ever since, fights now and then but my feelings never change. That is who Aize Eileen is, that is how I fell in love with her. That is why my heart beats for her. To Rose Mela, there are more details to this story, but this is my story to you.