A Broken Heart Writes

"Hi, It's me Rose Mela but you know that already of course hehe dumb me. I wanted to let you know how i feel...how i'll always feel but i'm crappy at writing, that was always your thing. You wrote and I marveled. So instead of laying it all out, I'm gonna talk about my best romance movie.

'A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets. But now you know there was a man......And that he saved me. In every way that a person can be saved. I don't even have a picture of him. He exists now, only in my memory.'

Thou should not look so woebegone, I still have your pictures hehe and you exist not only in my memory but also in my heart. I might have not gotten what I really want but being with you in the short time we were given, I'm truly grateful. You are my perfection, the butterflies never leave when I'm with you. I love you, God I love you so much more than what should be enough, I'm so happy i get to love you. I know we don't always get to keep the people we want the most in our life but we do get to keep the memories made, and i'll keep ours forever. I hope you will to..."

"Flight attendants , prepare for take-off please."

I Will Rose Mela, I Will.

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'FOR THE INTERESTED - After I told Mela about Eileen she demanded an introduction in person, which I let her have but...she introduced herself as a friend. It was a self-made decision, i still don't know why she did that,  Will i tell Eileen the truth? No, It's our story and with us it will stay. Eileen left with her family back to our country, our city, our home a week after the introduction. I hadn't seen Rose Mela ever since Eileen left, until today, my day of departure with the same destination as Eileen but it's just for the summer. She came to say goodbye though, Rose Mela I mean. Unspoken words were said with watery eyes, sun warming hugs and eternal gazes that will never leave us. She gave me a sheet of paper with her writing, pecked me and in tears she gleamed from afar as i walked farther and farther away.'

I've laid it all out, the reality of it all, the truth. You took the time to read the writings of this lacerated homo-sapien, so thank you, thank you for listening to this broken heart of mine.