I'm What Dreams Are Made Of. (A Highschool Jahvie)

Chapter 9- Sweet Dreams Dahvikins

DAHVIES POV-

~later that night~

I curled against Jayys warm body. But nothing was helping, I just couldn't sleep.

I threw the covers off of me, and tip toed to the bathroom and stared into the mirror for my reflection.

I frowned at the sight of it, "Im so.. ew.." I whispered softly, frowninh and clenching my fists.

How can Jayy even stand me? He's some perfect guy, and he's hanging out with some.. Troll or something.

Tears started to form in my eyes, "I'll never be good enough.." I whimpered softly..

I reached out and put my hand out on the mirror, "I hate you mirror.." And clenched my hand, knowing I couldn't damage this mirror, things were just getting better for me.

I met Jayy, I swear he's some kind of angel or something. And he showed me to friends, people who didnt reject me, and took me for who I was.

I wonder if they know how much they mean to me, without them.. without them.. I would be nothing, especially Jayy.

I glared at the razor. 'NO DAHVIE.' My mind yelled at me, 'you promised Jayy, it's the least you could do for all he's done for you. DONT. DO. IT. I started to reach for it, but I quickly brought my hand back, no. Don't Dahvie, don't do that to Jayy.'

He.. He.. He cares about me..

What?

How is that even possible?

Who can care for such a despicable creature?

I'm not good enough for him..

I don't stand a chance..

I wrapped my hands around my eyes as tears started to flow, I started to whimper, "Why am I never good enough?"

I heard a knock on the door.

"Dahvie? Dahvie are you okay in there? Open the door.. Please." A charming voice said, it could only lead to one person, Jayy.

I opened the door as Jayy saw my wet face, I cried even more, what would he do?

He opened his arms an wrapped them around me, "Are you okay Dahvs? What happened?" He asked, concerned.

"I don't know.. I just.. Jayy?" I stumbled, I didn't know how to answer this.. I looked up at his gorgeous face.

"Yes Dahvie?" He replied softly, staring into my eyes as I got lost in his milky chocolate eyes.

"Do.. Do you think I'm u-ugly?" I stuttered curiously. I then looked to the floor, I don't know what to expect..

Jayy started to pet my head, and took his hand under my chin, and made me look into his eyes, "Dahvie, don't you ever think that, you're the most perfect thing on this earth, do you hear me? Don't you ever forget that, and don't every forget that you're worth it." Jayy told me, giving me another of his gorgeous smiles I love so much.

"Am.. Am I good enough?" I stuttered.

"Of course." Jayy said sweetly. I then registered a thing I would never of guessed. Jayy placed his lips on mine, they were so sweet and plump.. I closed my eyes and kissed back, I swear he's an angel, I know it.

He then let go and kissed my nose, "Okay Dahvikins, are we all good?" He asked with his signature 'sexy smirk'.

I blushed at the nickname and nodded, I was too lost for words right now, I was too shocked and happy.