Once we got home we were both really exhausted. Jake instantly fell on the couch before I took his arm pulling him up stairs. "Where are we going?" Jake says smirking. "Upstairs to take your medication and then go to sleep" as soon as I say that he stops at his track and gets his arm away from me. "I don't want to do it" he says looking down. I put my hand on his cheek and go closer to him. "You have to do it. I know it hurts but---" I say before he cuts me off. "You don't know anything, no one does" he says. Wow as much as I hate the way he acts right now, it makes me realize how much pain he has to go through. "I'm sorry" he says with his back facing me. I get closer and hug him from behind. "Let's just get it done with" he says rushing past me heading up stairs. When I get up stairs I see him on the edge of the bed, with his sleeve rolled up ready for me to give him the shot. I noticed the marks that I'd seen before. "You're going to be okay" I say conforting him. I slowly put the needle in his skin and push the stick to make the liquid spread in his blood. He starts crying in pain as tears roll off his face. It's so rare to me to see Jake crying; he doesn't want to do it in front of me or others he thinks it's embarrassing for a guy to cry. He has his head back as his neck veins are popping out. When I pull out the needle he takes a deep breath while his face is really red and his eyes are really puffy. I even had tears in my eyes from watching him suffer. So I pull him in for a hug. He instantly hugs me and buries his head on the side of my neck. We didn't do anything but hug for a good 20min until I break the silence...
"Do you want to sleep together for the night?" I ask him smiling after he has relaxed for a while. He then nods and smiles at me. We changed into comfy clothes and got under the bed covers. He started to cuddle with me so I just went with the flow. He wraps his arm around me as I put my head on his chest hugging his side as tight as I can. I see him go on his phone to check on his Instagram feed. "Wow, the Jake Paulers actually got very worried about me" Jake said amazed and I smile at the thought of people actually caring💖. He liked some pictures before turning his phone off. "Good night Tessa" he says. "Good night Jake" I reply before we both fell asleep in each others arms
[The Next Morning]
I wake up feeling a pair of strong arms around my body. My head is on Jake's bare chest. While my eyes examine every inch of his face. How could someone that cute be single and be with a girl like me? I asked my self. Even better question how could a cute guy like him even exist?. He's just so perfect. But the real question is, is he even mine?. We shared a lot of kisses and hugs before, and we are best friends ever since we where little. But that doesn't mean that he's mine...UGHHHH... I don't know what to do. I see him open his eyes and quickly close mine trying not to make it obvious that I was stairing at him. "I saw you" He says smiling and laughing. I get out the bed and make my way downstairs to the kitchen. I pour hot coffee in my cup and bring it close to my lips and take a sip. I sit on the couch and scroll through the channels hoping to find something intersting to watch. Then Jake comes downstairs with a bag full of his clothes. "Where are you going" I ask him. "I thought I should probably go home. Before Logan and I go back to Los ---" he says before he cuts him self off by covering his mouth
"You're leaving again? I thought you where supposed to stay longer!" I asked him. "We thought the same. But the plans changed and now they need Logan and I over there" he replies. "And when where you planning on telling me? After you left!?" I say raising the tone of my voice clearly annoyed. He didn't replie he just kept looking at the ground. "I should get going" he says walking quickly out the door not giving me a chance to reply. I look out the window and see him getting in a taxi before he fades in the distance. So they are leaving after all. I know I'll miss them but if their needed in LA then there's practically nothing I can do about it. What botherend me was that he didn't tell me earlier. I then decide to hear some music so I plug in my earphones and instantly fall asleep just to get things off my mind. A weird but yet familiar noise woke me up. It was the door bell. I opened the door to see who it was it was my best friends Erika, Chance, Anthony, and Logan. I then greet them and they all enter my house. Then we all sat on the couch and started watching a movie.
