Ethan and Dominic (manxman) Short Story

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Ethan...

(Dominic's Den--------->)

Sliding my gaze away from those intense green eyes, I wanted desperately to drop this conversation and pretend that everything was okay. But I could clearly see that Dominic was not going to let it go, he had that determined look about him. I knew that look very well; it was the same look he got when he is bound and determined to accomplish something.

I studied the rays of golden sunlight as they streaked across the polished hardwood floor. My hands were held securely into one of his big paws, and I felt his warmth and his strength seeping through and warming my entire body. I had no choice but to bare my shame, for he was giving me no other choice, but I wondered what he meant by saying we were skirting our issues. Did he know how I feel about him? Oh God was he disgusted with me. My heart rate spiked and I felt all the blood drain from my face. No, No, this could not be happening.

I flew to my feet and made a mad dash down the hallway, I needed some time, I needed to get away from this, and he hated me. He was disgusted with me and he was just trying to be nice about it. I sobbed as I ran, and I almost made it back into his room where I could lock myself away but my breath whooshed out of my body as something heavy slammed into me from behind. I landed on the plush carpeting just inside the bedroom door but I didn’t feel a thing, I wasn’t jolted in the least and I blinked and looked around to see why.

Both of Dominic’s thick arms were wrapped around my chest and he sprawled above me as his arms and legs took the weight of our fall. “Dammit, Ethan, enough of this shit, enough of the running away from me. God, I love you and I want to help you but all you do is shut me out. How can I be the man you need when you won’t let me?” He all but shouted in my ear and I laid there like a fish out of water.

Did he just say that he loved me, and that he wanted to be the man that I needed? How could that be?

“Ethan baby, talk to me, tell me you don’t want me, tell me that we can only be friends. Tell me something. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t hide my feelings and treat you with kid gloves just in case I send you into some sort of panic. Something is triggering all these negative emotions in you. Is it me? Tell me something...please!” He pleaded and buried his face into the back of my neck and my heart constricted painfully in my chest when I felt the telltale warm trickle of his tears against my skin. Oh God, what have I been doing to this man? My weakness have all but destroyed this precious person.

I waited until he pulled himself together and when he shifted his bulk off of me, I turned and captured his hands in mine. Keeping my eyes closed, I drew in a deep breath and dug deep for the strength to tell him everything. He was right, I have let go and stop letting that asshole ruin my life, but it was easier said than done. When I opened my eyes and looked into those soulful green orbs that were filled with so much pain at the moment. My choice was made right then and there, I stood up and pulled him with me and I held onto his hand as I walked over to his massive bed and sat on the end of the mattress. Tugging him down to sit beside me.

Dominic sat absolutely still and didn’t utter one word as I focused on our joined hands and spilled the horrors of that day in the janitor’s closet. I told him everything. I purged every disgusting detail and how it made me feel right up until I saw Corey again sitting in my VIP section of my dining room last night. I finished my nightmarish tale on a ragged breath. It was then I realized that Dominic was holding my hands so tight that I almost lost feelings in my fingers. My eyes flashed up to his and the pure unadulterated rage that I saw there had me flinging myself into his lap in fear that he was going to get up and go out and find Corey and do him harm.

He was stiff with rage, but I wrapped both my arms and legs around him anyway pushing past my mental issues of touching and being touched. I knew he was thinking that he failed me, I could tell the exact moment when he realized it happened on a day he was not in school.

“Why didn't you tell me, why didn’t let me know what that bastard did, why carry that pain all this time? I would have helped you.” He sobbed and I could feel my own tears spill over onto my cheeks, hot and bitter with regret.

“I’m sorry.” I whispered in his ear as I continued to rub my cheek against his. I went on to explain how at fault I felt and how dirty and ashamed I was. I told him how I hadn’t wanted him to look at me differently.

“Ethan, I love you. There is nothing, nothing in this world that would change my view of the beautiful person that you are. The one and only person that has captured my heart for all eternity. It was not your fault. There is nothing to feel ashamed about. Corey took something that didn’t belong to him in the vilest way possible. He is hiding his own homosexuality behind his brutal treatment of you. He wants what he can’t have, and it is time he took responsibility for his actions.” He growled and I felt it rumble through my chest, tickle through my tummy and settle in my balls. And oh my, this is new. I thought as I shifted in his lap trying to ease the tingling in my cock.

I felt the huge ridge of Dominic’s semi hard cock under my ass and I peeked up at him to see if he realized what I was doing, and by the knowing smirk on his face, he did. My face immediately lit up in what I was sure was several shades of red. So to divert his attention from the intimate way in which we were seated I got really serious and pleaded with him. “Dominic, promise me you won’t go off half cocked and do something stupid, think of your career and the fact that he is a Councilman now, and after all this time it would be useless to press charges now. Just let it go and if you help me, I want to work through this because I have loved you for years and to hear that you love me too, it’s like a miracle for me.”

His big shoulders lost some of their tension and he leaned back to stare at me with those gorgeous eyes of his. I watched totally amazed as he brought his hands up to my face and cupped my cheeks. His sculpted mouth descended down to my lips and my pulse kicked up and my breathing sped off into realms unknown. And Jesus Christ, his lips met mine and everything around us disappeared. He was my sole focus and his warm wet tongue swept across the seam of my lips as he begged for entrance, of which I immediately granted him.

Dominic's tongue delved into my mouth and I groaned deep in my chest at the feelings this man was ripping out of me. I thought that having someone this close would scare the ever living life out of me, but no, not this man. He was bringing me back to life. He was my life and damn, he felt amazing. I could feel my long neglected cock shoot up and take notice. Dominic’s impressive member got even bigger as he rutted against my butt, my hips took a mind of their own as I humped him like a little happy puppy. The feel of the rigid abdominal muscles against my now turgid erection felt like paradise to me. I couldn’t stop rubbing myself all over this man, my man.

He groaned and reached in between our bodies and just the brush of his hand against my throbbing shaft did me in. I tore my lips from his and screamed just as the head of my cock exploded and I came all over myself in my pants like a preteen. My balls twitched and my dick jerked as it continued to pump line after line of hot semen into my clothes. I felt Dominic’s big hands as they kept me seated on his lap by holding onto my thrusting hips. Never in my life has something felt so good. My breath stuttered and my muscles released and I slumped forward into Dominic’s massive chest. The man hasn’t even touched me properly yet and I still had the best orgasm of my life, I can’t imagine what it’s going to be like when we do this for real.