He fixed my broken heart || Ishqbaaaz ||

Part 15

Saumya's Pov

It really feels awesome when someone you Love, Loves you too... Rudra didn't leave me alone for a second after confessing.. I knew he wanted to listen those magical words from me.. but I couldn't.. it was not easy for me.. he didn't wanted me to go home nor did I wanted to leave him.. but unfortunately I had to go.. but he got a solution for that too.. we talked on a call till I reached home and after that..
Rudra : Saumya mai nahi chahta ki yeh haseen din kabhi khatam ho!
Saumya : ouu aisa kyu ?
Rudra : offo saumya how can you act so cold.. aaj kitna special day hai humare liye.. aaj maine apne sache pyar ko paya hai! Aur tum ho ki kya hua.. he said in a sad tone.. Tum khush nahi ho kya saumya ?? Mujhse koi galti hogayi kya ?? Kya hum bhot jaldi jaa rahe ??.. he asked me out of concern
Saumya : Rudra shaant.. shusshhhh.. kitne sawal karte ho tum? Aur kya kya soch rahe ho ??
Rudra : aur kya sochu mai saumya.. tum aise behave kar rahi ho toh mujhe ajeeb lag raha hai!
Saumya : Rudra.. mai issliye aise baat karri hu kyuki mai nahi chahti ke humare Inn khushi ke lamho ko kisi ki nazar Lagg jaye.. khush hona buri baat nahi hai lekin apni khushi baar baar dikhane se nazar lag jaati hai! Aur mai nahi chahti ki humare iss rishtey ko kisi ki bhi nazar lage!
Rudra : Saumya mai Inn sab baaton me nahi maanta.. lekin  agar tum kehti ho toh thik hai!!
Saumya : Tumhe neend nahi aarahi ??
Rudra : nahi toh.. aur aaj raat aane bhi nahi wali!
Saumya : Lekin mujhe toh bhot aarahi hai! I lied coz for me too it was impossible to sleep that night
Rudra : Acha.. toh tum so Jao.. good night.. I love you..
Saumya : Good night.. Take care.. and I was about to hang
Rudra : Saumya saumya saumya ek min.. tumne mujhe ab tak I love you  nahi kaha? Kyu..
Saumya : Haa kyuki maine apne last 40 boyfriends ko bhi nahi kaha.. issliye.. Acha Chalo meri aankhe band ho rahi hai good night.. and I hung the call.. I knew that would hurt him but I couldn't help.. I can't give him false hopes.. yes I loved him and couldn't live without him but I didn't want him to know that.. I never wanted him to know that he was my strength and Weakness.. I didn't want to lose him..
Tbc