"Why won't you let me kill my self!!" Thomas snapped "I'm not worth anything! I may have helped you guys get out but you don't need me anymore! It's paradise! But it's hell for me! So just-"
"Shut up." Minho said
Thomas opened his mouth to argue but was cut off again
"Just shut up Tommy." Newt said
This time Thomas did shut up, and waited
After what seemed to be an eternity Minho spoke up again
"Do you really not know why we won't let you end your shuck life?" Minho asked "because is pretty shuck obvious."
Thomas looked at Newt for clarification but he just stared at Minho, and understood what he said
"It's because we love you Thomas." Newt said not using Thomas's nickname
"And we can't stand the thought of you not in our lives." Minho said
After that they told Thomas all the things that made Thomas great, but Thomas wasn't listening. He just thought about that voice in his head. He couldn't hear anything else besides that voice.
Your worthless. They'll find someone else better then you! End it! It's better then ruining yourself and everyone else! They don't understand! No one will! But I can, and I'm telling you to end it all!
"No!" Thomas yelled, Thomas jumped out out Minho and Newts grip and sprinted towards the knife laying on the kitchen counter.
Yes. Yes! Do it you coward! Do what's right.
After being a few centimeters away from the knife strong arms wrapped around him and not to long after some other arms wrapped around him and grabbed the knife to throw it in the kitchen drawer
"Why....." Thomas whispered
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A/N
Hey! Sorry this chapter is really short and that I wasn't posting new chapters because I'm currently working on "Thominewt side story's with Oc's" and it's more then 780 words so that's why it's taking a long time but trust me, you won't wait much longer, it's gonna be uploaded tomorrow if I can straight work on it, but it also could be uploaded on Monday so sorry for the inactiveness but right after I finish that chapter I should be uploading daily. Should be 😂😂.
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FanfictionThomas is in paradise with everyone who survived from wicked (after the death cure) but he still has thoughts about all the people who died to bring them here. He has sducidal thoughts and try's to kill himself. Luckily, Minho and Newt are dating hi...
