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Zeta's POV

I didn't go to school. I didn't even go home. My aunt called the police to try and find me, but I stayed in the rough side of town since I figured it was the last place they'd look. And I was really enjoying myself... I thought I was at least.

My mind was not only consumed by the drugs, but it was filled with everyone and everything, including my dad.

I was constantly sneaking into clubs to party and get drunk or high. I had gotten jobs for those nights and sometimes multiple times a night. Word had spread and soon I was greeted by this tall man, he looked to be a pimp.

He offered to be my-how we say- my "manager," and I was gonna decline, but he offered me triple the amount I was making so I agreed.

That's how my life was for nearly a year. I'd missed a lot of school time, but I didn't care. I was too busy to care.

This lifestyle of sin was interrupted when the cops busted into this apartment I was in for the night. The guy I was with was arrested for having sex with a minor, possession of drugs, and some other things. I was arrested for possession, but the charges were later dropped since it wasn't really my place.

I'd been caught and the jig was up. As punishment, my aunt made me agree to do summer school or online until I got all caught up instead of going to Juvenal. I was stuck with no other place to go, so I did it.

My friends and Jax tried to talk to me, but I was over it. I didn't understand how they could try so hard for so long after everything I've done. Especially Jax.

I was the worst person in the entire world. Just when things seem to be fine, something always ruins it. Someone... my dad does. He keeps trying to get to me and ruin my life! And I keep letting him! What is wrong with me? What's wrong with him? He needs to pay.

Jax's POV

I wish Zeta would tell me where she's been for the last 10 months. The police were called multiple times on multiple occasions. Her aunt has been a wreck and the friend group and I were almost convinced she was missing. I could've sworn her dad got a hold of her, but the police assured me that he was locked up tight.

I was done. I needed to talk to her. I snuck into her house, knowing she'd be there for she was grounded for like... ever.

I headed to her room and knocked, she answered it and gave me a look of both sorrow and anger. "What do you want?" She asked, crossing her arms in front of her chest.
"What I want? I want you to talk to me. What's been going on?"
She hesitated, but replied, "Nothing."
"Nothing. Nothing? Really, you've just been gone for 10 moths, 310 days, 18,600 minutes, and you've been doing nothing. I seriously doubt that."

"My dad gave me drugs that night." she said, staring at the ground.
"He did?" I asked, confused "how?"
"He injected me when he was holding me at gunpoint."
I let out a long sigh, "I'm sorry Zeta. I... I really shouldn't have reacted like that and-"
"No, don't apologize." she interrupted "I'm the one in the wrong here... after that whole scenario, I got hooked on drugs and had no way to pay for them so..."
"Oh," was all that I could reply.

"I'm such an idiot," she croaked "I'm so sorry, I should've known what I was doing, but I've damaged my relationship with my aunt, with my friends... and with you."
I wrapped my arms around her waist, "It's alright, Zeta. I understand how drugs can completely take over someone's mind and later their life."
"So," she questioned, wiping her eyes and joining her part of the hug "Do you forgive me?"
I nodded, "Of course I do." I kissed her forehead "I know I've told you this, but I can never tell you I know how you feel, but I'm always here for you. Because I love you and you're stronger than you think you are."

She buried her face in my chest and took a deep breath before looking into my eyes, "I know that... and thank you. For everything."

We sort of just stood there, entranced in each other's eyes before my hand softly took her neck, bringing her closer to me. We didn't take our eyes off of each other as our lips drew closer and we embraced one another. Her lips were soft and she shook a little when we first touched, but I was sure to be gentle.

Our breathing became heavier and I pulled her closer to me before picking her up, not breaking the kiss. She wrapped her legs around me and I walked over to her bed and set her down.

"Do you... want to..?" I asked softly.
She nodded, "Yes,"
"Are you sure?" I pushed "You don't have to if you don't feel comfortable."
She inhaled slowly, then exhaled saying, "With you Jax, I am."
"Alright," I replied.

I crawled up above her and kissed her again, she grasped my head in her hands before reaching down and taking off my shirt. Then I did the same to her. We continued undressing each other back and forth until we were naked.

After removing Zeta's last piece of clothing, I just sat there and observed her body. She was beautiful, and I wanted to make sure she knew that.
"So do you want to go first or me?" she asked.
"You can go if you want." I replied.

I lay her down and she began to give me a blow job. She licked and sucked and went on and on. It felt amazing. Then she lies back down saying, "My turn," and giggled. I smiled.

I gave her one last kiss as I made my way in. I thrusted into her and she let out a quiet moan and I continued thrusting until she had it all. She was breathing heavily. But then she laughed gently, rolled me over and began to ride me.

We were both sweating as we finished and finally cuddled up together underneath her covers. She still had some heavy breathing as she relaxed on my chest. I had my arm around her when I said, "I love you."
"I love you too, Jax. That... that was the best time I've ever had. You're so special to me."
"You mean everything to me," I replied.
"You can relax for like five minutes before my aunt comes back." she chuckled.
"Okay," I gave her a kiss and tried my best to not fall asleep.

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