STRANGERS || chandler riggs [2]

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Peyton Clark

          Me and Holden when back to Savannah. We FaceTime Chandler every night. Chandler and Holden's bond is so tight. We still haven't said anything about Holden and I made a private Instagram when I found out Holden was a boy because I wanted Chandler to know before I started posting about it. I don't really post on my old one if I do it's a picture I took of a sunset or something never of Holden.

          The other day Chandler posted a picture of him and Holden (after asking me if it was ok) and everyone has been asking questions and wondering if we are getting back together if that's our kid etc. I keep getting bombarded with questions so I go onto twitter which I haven't been on it a long while.

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Peyton Clark @peytonclark
just to clear things up yes I was pregnant Yes that's Chandler's child. No we did not break up bc I was pregnant no we are not back together
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Peyton Clark @peytonclark
And I was scared so that's why Chandler just found out. I wasn't trying to be selfish. And our son's name is Holden Caleb Riggs.

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          After tweeting that I feel weight lifted off my shoulders. Holden is sleeping so I go downstairs to talk with my mom. She cleaning up the kitchen when I walk down.

"Hey baby" she says

"Hey"

          I sit on one of stools by the counter. And my mom sits next to me.

"What's up" she ask

"Well I kinda just told the world that me and Chandler have a kid together"

"Oh wow"

"Yeah"

"Speaking of your kid is he sleeping"

"Yeah hoping he will sleep for awhile"

"Don't we all, but what is everyone saying"

"Mostly good. There are those comments saying I'm a slut, I'm just saying it's his because I want Chandler back but whatcha going to do"

          My mom gets up and hugs me. She does this a lot since I got pregnant.

"I'm so proud of you" she says with tears in her eyes

"I love you mom"

"I love you Peyton"

          We pull away and I help my mom finish up cleaning. Holden wakes up after we are done so I run up and get him. I pick him up and carry him downstairs. I like when he first wakes up because all he wants to do is cuddle. He eventually pulls away and rubs his eyes as wants to be put down. I set him down and he runs off to go play with his toys.

"How did Chandler take it when you told him" my mom ask

"Her was shocked but then he just wanted to know everything about him. I showed him the video of his first word his first steps and he was just memorized. He loves him so much"

"Would you ever think about getting back together with him"

"Yeah I still love him. I never got the chance to get over him because all I see is Chandler when I look at Holden. So I would go back to him"

"Yeah he was good to you"

"Yeah he was"

          Holden comes running over and hugs my leg. I put my hand on the back of his head and run my hand throw his hair. After I realize he's not letting go I reach down a pick him up and hold him on my hip.

"Mommy" He says

"Yeah baby"

"I want see Daddy"

"He's working but we can call him later ok"

"Ok"

My mom starts to make dinner so I go and play with Holden. Playing with Holden makes my day. I love being a mom even though it was scary at first but now I love it and love him. My mom calls us down for dinner and I scoop up Holden and then place him in his chair. I place his food in front of him. He uses his hands instead of the fork but he's not even 2 year so. After I clean off his hands and put him in the bath. After we get to bed and call Chandler.

"Hey" I say

"Hey, hi Holden" Chandler says

"Hi daddy" Holden mumbles

The FaceTime call last till Holden falls asleep in my arms. I say goodnight to him and put Holden into his bed and get ready for bed myself. I get into bed and scroll through social media. All of Chandler's fans are posting the tweets I tweeted. Some are happy but some are just plan rude. I shut off my phone and close my eyes and go to sleep.
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