STRANGERS || chandler riggs [2]

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Peyton Clark

With the wedding day coming close I find myself getting more stressed. I'm now in the office space with Holden in my lap. Chandler is sitting in a chair across and we are talking about the actual wedding day and how everything is going to go down.

"So who is Holden going to be with when we are getting ready" Chandler ask

"You because I think it would be fun having you and him get ready together" I say

"Fun for you. He's 3 and doesn't sit still"

"Chandler he'll listen to you. Just keep him in your lap or something or have someone with him at all times so he doesn't get into stuff as long as he is busy he won't get into trouble"

"You know I've been a dad for over a year now and I'm still learning stuff"

"I'm still learning stuff too. He changes everyday so you have to change with him"

Holden who is still in my lap and not paying attention to anything we are talking about slips out of it and walks over to Chandler and crawls into his lap.

"Okay so, no seeing each other before you walk down the aisle" Chandler says

"No you can see me before I put my dress on and stuff after that you have to wait"

"That's going to give me so much anxiety"

"It's funny how you think we wouldn't be nervous because I know we will both say I do but you still are"

"Yeah. Is it weird for you that we only been back together for a year and we are getting married"

"I mean a little but, it makes sense for ya because we have a kid and we never stopped loving each other so for us is it's not weird maybe for other couples but not us"

Holden has now fallen asleep in Chandler's lap. His head on Chandler's shoulder. His mouth is open. I laugh at the sight of him.

"He gets it from you" Chandler says

"Oh fudge you. He gets it from you"

"Fudge?"

"It's a habit when he's in the room"

"But he's asleep"

"He could be faking it"

"No he's dead weight so I'm going to put him in his bed"

Chandler stands up with Holden in his arms and walks out of the room. I feel so lucky to have Chandler as the father of my kid and to be my almost husband. He comes back and sits down.

"Come here" he says

I walk over to him and sit in his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck and he puts his around my waist. He kisses my jaw.

"What are you thinking about" he ask

"You, Holden, life"

"What about me, Holden and life"

"How lucky I am to have you two in my life. And how I feel so lucky that you are Holden's dad and my husband"

"I'm not your husband yet"

"You basically are"

Chandler smiles and presses a kiss to my lips. I lay my head on his shoulder and we sit there in silence. I'm not worrying about the wedding or anything. I feel happy with Chandler and happy I can have so many of these moments for the rest of my life with him.