Zharm’s POV
Magalit man si Ate Ysh.
Magalit man lahat ng tao wag lang si Carl.
“I’m sorry.”
As I say sorry.
My tears starts to fall down.
I can’t help it.
Nasasaktan din ako.
I don’t know anything.
Oo aaminin ko. I like Carl.
He’s so kind.
Maalalahanin.
Naalala niyo ba yung surprise niya kay Ate Ysh sa harap ng gate?
I was thinking that moment sana ako na lang yun.
Sana sakin na lang ginawa yun ni Carl.
Aminado naman akong mahal ko pa si Lewis.
Pero I can say na hindi ko na maibabalik yung dati.
Yung feelings nung una.
I’m hurt.
Deep pain.
Masakit gaguhin ng isang Daniel Lewis Madrigal.
Malaman mo pang ng dahil sa IPAD kaya niya ko niligawan.
Ang babaw.
Sobrang babaw.
“Tahan na Zharm.” – Carl.
Kaya alam ko kung anong nararamdaman ni Ate Ysh.
“Wala kang kasalanan Zharm. Don’t blame yourself.”
Ayoko lang ng ako yung pagbibintangan sa mga kasalanang wala naman akong alam.
That night at the party.
Hindi naman niya alam kung anong unang pangyayari.
*flashback*
I can’t believe him!
He’s still stupid.
Will be forever stupid!
“Hey. Why are you crying?” from a familiar voice.
“Carl if it’s you umupo ka na lang. If not just leave me alone.”
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I just want to cry on his shoulders right now.
Then the guy sat down.
“Zharm?” gulat niyang tanong.
“Carl.” Umiiyak kong sagot.
“Okay ka lang?” – Carl.
Do I look alright?
“Bakit ganun si Daniel? Akala ko sincere siya saken. Sana di ko na lang siya nakilala. Sana ikaw na lang siya.”
Sana ikaw na lang siya.
Ang tanga mo Zharm. Saan nanggaling yun?!
“Alam mo Zharm hindi ko din alam bakit kayo naghiwalay. Pero kung ano mang dahilan ni Lewis alam kong nagsisisi na siya.”
“I don’t care.”
“Alam mo yan talaga mahirap sa inyong mga babae. Kahit sincere kame basta iba yung pananaw niyo wala useless lahat ng effort.”
Yeah Carl is right.
Girls will always be girls.
No one wins against us.
^__________________________^v
“Yun ang dapat niyong intindihin samen. If you once did a mistake. The trust will be gone. Mahirap ibalik.”
“Okay sige andun na tayong nagkamali kame. Pero everyone deserves a chance.”
“But everyone is not given. Kaya sana pag pinagbigyan kayo wag na umabuso just do your part and us girls will do the rest.”
So cute of Carl. Akala mo ang dami niyang alam sa love.
“You really love Ate Ysh.”
“Oo. Sobra Zharm. Higit pa sa salitang sobra.”
Swerte.
“Pero hindi pwede. Maraming hadlang. Hadlang na ayaw na lang kameng pabayaan.”
“What do you mean?”
“Ai basta mahabang storya.”
“Tara na?” yaya niya sakin.
“Carl pwede ba kita yakapin?”
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. I just wa---
He hugged me.
Yung hug na nakakarelief.
May 10 minutes din kameng ganito.
Matagal-tagal pero walang malisya.
“Sana matapos na lahat to.” I whispered.
Then bigla niyang cinupped yung face ko.
“Pag natapos lahat to Zharm magiging okay din tayo.”
*end of flashback*
If only Ate Ysh let us explain our side. Sana hindi siya ganun. Sana okay pa rin sila ni Carl.
“She never tries listening.” Sabe k okay Carl.
Prangkahan na talaga to.
“I never try explaining.”
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What?
“I tried pero wala akong lakas ng loob nahihiya ako. Mahal na mahal ko si Ysh. Sobra ko siyang mahal na halos hindi ko na kaya siyang iwanan. Pero wala talaga akong magawa. With Mommy? Tsk. Goodluck naman sakin. Ang weak ko Zharm. So weak.”
“Teka Carl I don’t understand.”
“Mom even use you. I don’t wanna hurt you Zharm. Sabe ni Mommy ipapakasal niya ko sa’yo kapag di ko iniwanan si Ysh. Na hindi ko alam na wala pa lang katotohanan.”
Why me?
“Bakit ako?”
“Ewan ko din. Kung ano mang plano ni Mommy wala akong kaalam-alam.”
I pity him.
If only I can do something to get them back together I would.
I don’t know anymore.
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