I Don't Know Man (On Hold)

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   I walked to school again and I wore this to school polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76621555

I walked straight to my locker sorta excited to see Kian and his friends. They were all crowded around Kians locker. I pushed through them to get my locker. "Hey cameron whats up?" Kian said. He fist bumped me."Tired what about you?" I replied.

He nodded and then we walked to our first class. After the first 3 classes we had lunch. I was walking through the hall to the cafeteria and Kian and his friends were nowhere. I was almost to the cafateria when all of a sudden my face is against the floor and a few girls are laughing at me. Some chick who looks like a slut tripped me. "Look its the new emo ass chick she fell!" The chick said laughing with the other 2 girls.

I sat up on my knees and brushed my shirt off. I looked up at her with a blank face. "Oh is the emo sad and emotional again? Is she gonna go cut herself some more now?" She said again. I didn't think stuff like this was gonna happen to me. Usually people like me, but no not the girls here. I can only have guy friends here. Someone grabbed my arm and helped me up."Colin why are you helping her? You're the only emo person we like we don't make fun of you just her"she said again. I looked at who helped me and it was the most gorgeous guy I have ever seen. More gorgeous than Kian and the guys. "Hey are you okay?" He asked I nodded still staring at him. He smiled a bit but it went away when the slut chick pushed me back down. I slid across the floor and looked up at her. She was trying to hug Colin. He pushed her off. "Jessie get away from me I hate you, you know that. Back the fuck off!" He yelled at her. She turned around kicked my side and stomped away like a little bitch. Colin helped me up again."You okay. Once again?" He asked again. I nodded."I hate that bitch. Shes such a slut and a complete ass." He walked to lunch with me and we ate together. Kian and Andy came over and sat with us, too."What happened, Cameron?" Andy asked noticing me holding my side."Jessie is what happened Colin said. Andy and Kian stood up and they looked pissed off. "Here we go again" Colin said. "What?" I asked. "Jessie is always an ass to people and last week they had a serious talk with Jesse when she beat the shit out of Doltin's girlfriend." 

"Oh shit." He nodded and watched them as Jessie started screaming and getting all pissy and shit. She huffed and stomped away. Andy and Kian walked back over and sat down. "She does something again tell us." they said. I nodded.

   The day was over and I was on my way home when Jessie came up behind me and pushed me down. "You fat ass emo bitch! You got Kian, Andy, and Colin to like you and now they hate me!" she said sitting on me.

"Well from what I heard they hate your guts before today, so yeah" I said barely audible. I pushed her off and ran away and hid. I sat there for a few seconds to be sure she didn't find me. Ipulled out a razor from my pocket and started cutting my wrist.

I feel like shit. No one loves me, I'm just so hopeful that I think peole love me. Thats probably why my mom never comes back too."

"Stop that now!" Someone yelled and yanked the razor from my hand.

They grabbed my arm and pulled me into their lap and put their hand over the cut. I opened my eyes and looked up. It was colin. I looked at the ground. He doean't actually care."I thought you were emo." I said closing my eyes. "I am but I don't cut myself not all emos do that." He replied "does this have something to do with Jessie" He asked. I nodded. "I actually just talked to her." I said starting to cry. "Don't let her do this to you cameron." He said hugging me. I nodded and we sat there for a bit I started getting tired. "I'm tired will you walk me home?" I asked, he nodded and helped me up.We walked to my house and he stayed there for a bit till I fell asleep then he left.