I Don't Know Man (On Hold)

Okay, Ignore It. Its Fine.

   Okay lets hope that today is better and that I don't get kicked and sat on by some slut. Islugishly got out of bed and started to walk but my side started hurting. I lifted up my shirt and there was a huge purple bruse on my side from where Jessie kicked me, ass hole. I contunued to walk to the bathroom and took a shower. When I got out I put this on polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76660014  I did my make up then grabbed my skateboard and went out the door.

I skateboarded to school and on the way Kian caught up with me. "I didn't know you skateboard, thats awesome." He said fist bumping me. "Yeab I have been most my life since I was 7." I relied nodding. He stopped and said "What is that Cameron?" Istopped and looked around. "Whats what?" Iasked confused. He walked up to me and grabbed my arm and pointed to my wrist where I cut it yesterday. "That Cameron, what is that?!" He asked again a little frantically. I pulled my arm away and grabbed my board. "You need to stop doing that, please stop cutting yourself Cam." He said again following me. I nodded in agreement and continued to walk.

When we got to school we saw the guys in front of the doors. Kian ran up to them and I followed slowly behind not wanting to run or walk, so I just put my board down and rode up to them. I stopped myself by grabbing Jake's arm. "Whoa, you skateboard, Cameron?" He asked surprised. I nodded slowly.

"Whats wrong, Cam?" Andy asked in his adorible voice. I shook my head and looked up. He had consern writen all over his face, so I said "Jessie---" but didn't get to finish because Andy turned around and went inside and so did Kian.

"Jessie's messing with you...God she just can't fucking stop being an ass hole!" Doltin said. I remembered what Colin said about what jessie did to Doltin's girlfriend. "So from what has happened and what I'm hearing is that Jessie is a complete ass hole to every girl who gets close to you guys?" I asked Jake and Doltin nodded at the same time. Karson wasn't really playing attention. "Okay, so she is a whore. Great more whores I have to beat the shit out of because they can't leave me alone." I said again clenching my fist and grinding my teeth. Jake put his hand on my shoulder and said "Its okay calm down we can take care of it." I unclenched my fists and took a deep breath, then sighed it out. We walked inside and scattered around to our lockers, when I got to mine, Andy and Kian were standing there talking to Jessie with angry ass faces, but Andy has a bad angry face because hes too adorable to look angry. I walked over to my locker and acted cool hopping I wouldn't freak the fuck out. "Oh look who it is." Jessie said then she punched me in the side of the face. Okay, ignore it. Its  not like u haven't had worse done to you. That punch was nothing compared to what happened last year. That year at my old school some chick ripped out my nose ring, but thank god it heeled. I stood up and opened my locker and heard them talking. "Why the fuck are you doing this to her for? You don't even know her. What did she do to you?" Kian asked freaking out. "She has you guys and I don't. It only took her 10 minutes and I never once got you at all, so I'm pissed!" she replied flipping me off the whole time. I grabbed her finger and bent it back as far as possible. She screamed and pulled her hand away. "You fat ass emo bitch! You almost broke my fucking finger!" She yelled. I laughed and so did Andy and Kian. I grabbed my stuff and shut my locker. The bell rang, so Kian grabbed my hand and pulled me to first period.

    After the first 3 stupid ass classes, it was lunch time. when I was walking through the hall to the lunchroom I took good caution, so I didn't face plant again. Thankfully I didn't and on my was Colin found me. "Hey Cameron, are you felling any better?"he asked refering to what happened yesterday after school. Colin is a senier so i don't she him around besides lunch cause juniors eat with seniers. I smiled and nodded. "Good, and I hope that it never happenes again, okay?" he said again. I nodded and he put his arm around my shoulder. I smiled to myself hehe. Weate lunch together and eventually Kian and the guys found us and ate with us. The rest of the day after that went well. I didn't have any encounters with Jessie again. "Hey Cam, you wanna go to the skate park with me, Colin, and Draven?" Kian ask me, running up to me from behind as we walked out the door. I grabbed my board and turned around. I smiled and said "Yeah, sure. Its better than staying at home alone all the time." They smiled and ran up to me. We skateboarded to the gas station to get something to drink. Colin and I got Monsters and draven and kian got soda. What pansys. After that we skated to the skate park. I haven't been here yet, so I was excited to see what it was like. I hope theres a huge ass bowl. When we got there I smiled cause they had a huge ass bowl. YAY!!!!!!!!! I chugged the rest of my monster and went straight for the bowl. When I got my speed up I started doin some simple tricks like kick flips and grinding. When I got a bit faster I did some more insane trickes. I went up a ramp and jumped off my board and stood there and moved my hair from my face. I looked over at the guys and their mouths were hanging open. I giggled and they started clapping.

"Cameron, that was awesome!" Draven said running up the ramp and sitting on the edge and drank the rest of his soda. He fist bumped me and Kian and Colin ran up the ramp and sat down. After sitting for a few minutes, we skated for a few more hours then they walked me home.