I Don't Know Man (On Hold)

WHAT REALLY?!?!

I woke up early this morning like really early. I woke up at like 3 in the morning and couldn't go back to sleep. I sat round listening to music till 6 then took a shower and did my make up then put this on polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76827051

I rode my board to school today and Kian was at school finally. I walked to my locker and opened it, then Kian said "You know the dance is this friday right?" I poked my head around my locker door and stared at him."WHAT?!?!?!?!THERES A FUCKING SCHOOL DANCE?!?!?!?!!?!??!NOPE NOT HAPPINEN!" I said stuffing my face back in my locker. "What? Why you hidding your face, Cam?" He asked pulling me out of my locker. "I don't like dances cause......I just hate them cause.......No one would ever go with me so its pointless to go. I don't like them they're stupid. I don't ever want to go to one." I said.

"Oh thats a stupid reason. You don't have to have a date for a dance go with friends." He said back. "HEY CAMERON!" Andy yelled down the hall running up to me. "What?" I asked looking at him like he was crazy. "Well you know the dance is friday, and I wanted to know if you would be my date?" He said all comfident. Hes so adorable I couldn't refuse. I looked at Kian and he smiled and had a look on his face that said see your fine. I rolled my eyes and said "Of course I will."

"haha cool." He said laughing and hugging me. I smiled then went to my first class as normal. The day was rather fast and Colin was oddly quiet today. But today I almost got detention for wearing my spike bracelet. They told me it was considered bringing a weapon to school. It was complete BS but its whatever. I hung out with Colin after school at the skate park but this time instead of my stealing his hat he stole mine. The rest of the day I locked myself in my room and jamed to music.

*DAY OF DANCE. MORNING*

So when I woke up this morning and took a shower did my make up and threw this on polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76837582

I walked to school ya know cause ai wore heels can't believe I did that but I look cute so watever. I got to school and the guys were standing in front of the doors as usual. "Whoa first a dress now heels whats going on, Cam?" Draven said looking me up and down. Ilaughed and playfully punched him in the arm. He laughed at me and punched me back. Andy wasn't with the guys as usual. Where is he big question mark. We went in and as I was walking down the hall and I saw Kian and Andy standing by Kian's locker. Andy's back was toward me so I snuck up behind him. Kian was trying to hold in his laughter. I jumped on Andy's back wrapping my legs around him so I don't slid off and said "Hi guys." Andy laughed and put me down. "Well that was cute." he said smiling and turning to face me. The bell rang and I walked around him to get to my locker and Colin was standing there staring at me with a blank yet pissy looking face. I stopped and just looked at him. He rolled his eyes at Andy and walked away. That was weird, is he okay. I got my stuff out of my locker and went to class with kian. At lunch Colin didn't sit with us actually I didn't see him at lunch but he was in study hall later that day. Confusion.

*45 minutes before the dance*

I took a shower and did my hair and make up then i put on the dress I bought yesterday for the dance polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76840850

After like 20 more minutes of waiting Andy texted me and said "Come outside and bring your board." I grabbed my board and ran out the front door then stopped in my tracks cause Andy, Draven, and Karson were standing there staring at me with their jaws dropped. "STOP THAT!!!" I yelled at them and they snapped out of it and smiled. (karson hasnt been around for a month cuz he got caught up with other friends) We skated to the school and went inside. I sighed in dispare. I don't really like dances. We payed for our tickets then they pulled me into the gym. There were so many people here it was insane. I'm ganna kill these guys when the dance is over.Andy grabbed my hand and pulled me to the dance floor then he started being a complete retard and danced to the song that was on. I laughed at him and danced with him. After like an hour we were walking around the gym when someone walked out in front of me and pushed me down.i looked up and it was Jessie. I have had it with this stupid ass hole. I stood up right away and went straight for her face but I was held back by Andy and Draven. I just continued to try to get to her and beat the shit out of her and she just stood there shocked. I finally gave up after a few seconds and walked out into the hallway and cooled off. Andy and Draven followed me out to the hall. "Are you okay?" Andy asked hugging me. I pushed out of his grip and said "Yeah, I'm fine." I sighed then smiled "I won't let her ruin the night c'mon." then I grabbed Andy's hand and pulled him back into the gym. He laughed and we started dancing again. After a few seconds Andy stopped dancing and looked at me so I stopped dancing too. Then out of no where he kissed me. I let him kiss me but after a second I pushed him away. He smiled and I just stood there and looked at him. I looked to my side and Colin was standing there. He looked shocked but really angry. I looked back at Andy angrily and asked him "You knew he was standing there. you did this on purpose didn't you?!" Andy's smile went away quickly and I looked back at Colin and he was walking away. I looked at Andy angrily with my jaw droped thinking how could you, you knew I liked him.

I walked out to the hall and to my locker. I stood there for a sec but saw someone walking toward me out the corner of my eye I didn't care who it was or what they wanted, I was just really pissed, so I punched my locker as hard as I could then backed up against the wall and sat on the floor with my face in my hands. I felt something land on my leg, so I looked at it and it was blood. I looked at my hand and my knuckles were bleeding. "Cute" I said out loud. I looked up and stared at the wall in front of me still able to see someone looking at me from down the hall in the corner of my eye. Then I saw someone else come and stand by the person then 2 more people then they started running towards me. I looked over and it was Kian, Draven, and Karson then I saw Andy walk out of the gym and watch us. I didn't pay attention to him. "Cameron, what happened? Why did you just punch you're locker?" Karson asked. "What? You punched ur locker?" Kian and Draven said at the same time. I held up my bloody hand and they gasped. Then I finally started crying. Karson hugged me and asked what happened again.

"Andy kissed me." I paused and they shook there heads saying, so whats the big deal. I sighed and continued "And he knew Colin was watching, and he knows I like Colin." They gasped again and stood up and turned around and looked at Andy. "Andy, what the fuck man, why would tou do that to her?" They yelled at him. He shrugged "Jessie told me that if I did it she would pay me 100 bucks." He said I dropped my jaw "BETRAYAL YOU ASS HOLE!" I yelled then stood up grabbed my board then ran out the door and all the way home sobbing.