I Don't Know Man (On Hold)

School with no Colin.

   I woke the next morning on the couch. Cole woke me up. "How is he?" Was the first thing he said. "Hes okay." I replied getting up and lugging myself up the stairs and to my room. I quickly took a shower and put this on. (Comment to see polyvore outfit.) It was 7 when I was done. Cole and I walked to school in silence the whole way. I could see him glance at me once in awhile from the corner of my eye. When we got to school the guys were standing outside the doors as usual. Colin wasn't there. I would have thought he wouldn't come to school for a few days. I stood there next to my brother and stared at my feet with my arms crossed over my chest. As I stared at my feet I saw another pair of feet in front of mine. I knew it was Jessie, because she was wearing pink heels. "Looks like Colin isn't here to protect you. What'd you do break his heart and make him leave the country because your a slut and you just couldn't help yourself and fuck another guy twice your age?"

I slowly lifted my head and looked up at her. "Leave....Me....Alone." I said gritting my teeth. "Oh you did do that. Great. You ran the love of my life out of the country because you had to go off and be a slut. Who'd you fuck? Andy?" I knew she was refering to when she payed him to kiss me. I could feel the guys staring at Jassie and I. I looked over and they all looked like serial killers, they were so angry. "That isn't why hes not here. And you know for a fact I would never do that to him. Hes not here because he was in the hospital." I said not looking at her. "What'd you do? Try to eat his heart. Satan worshiper. You try to sacrafice him to the devil by draining his blood?" I grabbed her shirt and punched her in the face, making her fall back on the ground. I crouched down next to her. "When you gonna stop torturing me. It will only bounce back to you." I said, then stood up and walked into the school. The guys followed me to my locker and drown me with questions. "Are you okay? Are you okay? Are you okay?" I just ignored them. I plugged my headphones into my phone and put my headphones on. I strung my headphone wire under my shirt and covered the buds with my hair and didn't plan on taking them out. I walked to my first class and sat in the very back away from everyone. They guys continuously tried to talk to me but I just ignores them.

    When lunch came around I tried to avoid contact with anyone. Everyone was out of the halls before I got to the cafateria. Suddenly someone grabs the back of my shirt and swings me into the lockers. I land on the floor and watch as Jessie walks toward me. "Jessie I'm seriously in no mood." I said quietly, trying to catch my breath. "Listen you little shit. The next time you punch me I will kill you. Believe me." She said then walked away. "Whatever you crazy ass bitch." I said and slowly got up and walked to the cafateria. The guys were sitting at our table. I shuffled over to the table and sat down, winceing as i did so. They stared at me with concern all over their face. Kian, who was sitting next to me, rubbed my back. I winced in pain. "What. Did I hurt you?" he asked moving his hand. "Jessie threw me into the lockers. "Oh, I'm gonna kill her." Cole said as they all startes to stand up. "Sit down." I said. They stared at me for a moment then sat back down.

    I spent the rest of the schook day in silence. When school got out I quickly got all my stuff and ran out of school and down the street. I eventually stopped running. I went straight to Colin's house. I knocked on the door and started fixing my hair for no reason. His mom answered the door. "Oh hi Cameron, Colin's in his room upstairs. He might be sleeping so be quiet." She said letting me in. "Thank you." I said with a smile. I ran up the stairs and down the hall and stopped in front of his door. I knocked on the door. "Come in." He said a second later. I opened the door and he was sitting on the edge of his bed with his back to me. He was shirtless. There were scars all over his back. And I mean all over. My eyes widened and my jaw droped open. I couldn't get myself to say anything. He put a shirt on and turned to look at me. His eyes instantly widend. "Baby, those scares can't posibly be from skateboarding." I said shutting the door behind me. He turned back to the way he was so his back was to me again. His head was hanging. I slowly crawled onto his bed and scooted on my knees and stopped behind him. I slowly lifted up the back of his shirt and he took in a deep breath. The scars were raised and white. I let his shirt fall back down. "I was abused...When I was younger. It stopped when I was ten and got adopted by my current parents. My real parents would throw beer bottles at me and broken glass. They shattered a mirror over my head once. Most of the scars are from them whipping me with a belt. On my back." He said quietly. I slowly and gently wraped my arms around him and layed my head on the back of his shoulder. "I'm so sorry." I said and started silently crying. I guess he knew anyway because he turned and looked at me and said "Don't cry. It was a long time ago. I'm okay." That didn't stop me from crying. He turned to face me and put his hands on my cheeks, whipping my tears away with his thumbs. He pecked my lips three timed and pulled me into a hug. I looked down at his leg and it was of course in a cast. I could tell he was still in pain because he was really tense. I pulled away and he kissed me again. This time longer. I could feel the cut on his lip against mine. When he pulled away he layed down, pulling me with him. I rested my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around his waist. He wrapped his arms around me and rubbed my back. I took in a sharp breath and winced. "Whats the matter?" He asked looking down at me. "Jessie threw me into lockers at lunch. "I just want her to stop doing this to you. You never did anything to her." He said laying his cheek on the top of my head.

    *Colin's pov*

My mom came in about 45 minutes later. Cameron had fallen asleep. "Do you need anything Colin?" She whispered seeing that Cameron was asleep. "A new shirt. Cameron soaked this one in tears." I replied with a small giggle. "Why was she crying?" I sighed. "When she walked in i didnt have a shirt on...And my back was facing her. So.....I had to tell her." Her expression dropped to a sad face. "Oh, I'm sorry you had to tell her that story. She seems to really love you hun. If she cryed, that means she can't stand the thought of you being hurt." I smiled and nodded. "Kian is here by the way." She said moving aside and letting him in. My mom walked out, shutting the door behind her. "You should have heard the things Jassie said to her today." He said sitting at the end of the bed. "What?" I asked tensing up more." She said. and I quote ' Looks like Colin isn't here to protect you. What'd you do break his heart and make him leave the country because your a slut and you just couldn't help yourself and fuck another guy twice your age?' Cameron just said to leave her alone. She wasn't in a great mood today. Then Jessie said ' Oh you did do that. Great. You ran the love of my life out of the country because you had to go off and be a slut. Who'd you fuck? Andy?' So cameron said that you were in the hospital last night and Jessie said ' What'd you do? Try to eat his heart. Satan worshiper. You try to sacrafice him to the devil by draining his blood?' Cameron didn't talk for the rest of the day except when she told us Jessie slamed her into some lockers." Kian said clenching onto the toe of his shoes. I wish I wasn't in pain otherwise I would be breaking shit all over my room. "I had to tell Cameron about the scars on my back." I said after almost 2 minutes of silence. "Oh god. Did she cry herself to sleep?" I nodded. I started bitting at the cut on my lip. I stopped when I tasted blood. Cameron moved her head a bit which made me look down at her. Her eyes were open. She slowly looked up at me and smiled. I smiled back at her and pet the side of her head. "Hey Cameron. You left school so fast I didn't get to say bye." Kian said. She looked a him and said "Sorry." is all she said and layed her head back on my chest and staires out the window.