I Don't Know Man (On Hold)

Back To Normal! Thank God.

*Cameron's POV*

   Its been a month and a half. Colin finally has his cast off and it doesn't hurt him every time I try to touch him. His bruises are gone and so are all the cuts. It was Saturday morning. Cole was still sleeping, mom was at work and I was sitting on the couch watching an Adam Sandler movie,  video chatting Doltan. Him and his girlfriend broke up. He is once again the coolest guy in school. He said there was no one like us at his new school. Every girl is a slut and all the guys are assholes. After awhile we stopped talking and I just watched the rest of my movie alone. I was wearing this. (Comment for polyvore outfit) A few minutes later there was a knock on my door. I got up and answered it. It was Colin. I smiled and hugged him and he kissed me. He shuts the door behind him and sits on the couch next to me. I lay my legs across his lap and wrapped an arm across his stomach. "I talked to Doltan earlier. He said he wishes he could move back." I said hugging Colin's thin body. "I heard he was gonna come visit sometime this summer." He replied. That was when I realized school ended in three weeks. Which ment my birthday was in 5 days. Which was May 3rd. Then I started to wonder if Colin remembered. I decided not to say anything and trust that he does. I stared at him as he stared at the tv with his arms over my legs. "Your staring at me. Why are you staring at me, Cam?" he asked with a smile on his face, not looking at me. I smiled and looked at the tv.

   We ended up sitting on opposite ends of the couch with our backs against the arm rests and our feet on the couch, facing each other. We were just staring at each other. The tv was off and it was very quiet. My brother had went to the skatepark with Draven and Karson an hour ago. I was starting to feel a bit self-consiouse from him staring at me, so I started fidgeting with the hem of my shirt. The edges of his mouth started to turn up forming a devious smirk. I made a creeped out face and he laughed. All I could do was smile and sit on my hands. He sat up on his knees and held up his hands wigling is fingers creepily. He had an evil grin on his face. I squeeked with nervousness as he crawled across the couch toward me. Soon he was hovering over me, his body between my legs. I covered my face with my hands as my heart beat faster and faster. I felt him put all his weight on me, which was nother considering hes only like 125 pounds and I'm 114 It was like he was a feather. He moved my hands from my face and he had the cutest smile. I smiled back at him and wrapped my arms around his thin body. He wrapped his arms loosly around me with his hands on my shoulder blades. His face came closer and closer and soon he was so close I could see my reflection in the puples of his beautiful blue eyes. I shut my eyes and felt his lips touch mine. At first it was just a sweet thoughtful kiss, but soon it turned into a full on make out session. His hands travled down my sides to my hips. I tensed up a bit, shivering as his cold hands went under the bottom of my shirt. My hands travled down his back, feeling the light bumps of his scars. I felt him tense up and he pulled away from me with his eyes still shut and his body still on mine. Some of his weight shifted to my hips as he pushed himself up with his hands. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." I said panicing on the inside not wanting him to move away from me. He opened his eyes and laid back down on me, laying his head on my right shoulder. His arms wrapped around my waist. I put my chin on the top of his head and pet the back of it. I felt sort of bad. I just ruined everything. Suddenly the front door opened. Colin's head jerked up to see who it was. I didn't move, and my hand was still on the back of his head. He laid his head back down on my shoulder. My brother, Karson, and Draven walked into the living room and stopped in front of the tv and staired at us. "Is it nice being in a relationship, cause you guys seem so perfect together?" Karson said. I smiled "Only when you find the perfect person." I felt Colin tighten his grip on me. The three of them went upstairs to Cole's room. "I love you, Cameron." Colin said suddenly. I looked down at him the best I could, then moved my head back the way it was. "I love you too, Colin." I replied. "I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable. I ruined it and I'm sorry." I add with a sigh. "Its okay. I have to get used to it anyway. I can't just not let you touch me that wouldn't be fair." He replied lifting his head up and looking at me. I didn't say anything. I didn't know what to say. I smiled and he did the same, then laid his head back on my shoulder. 20 minutes of silence later he was asleep. I continued to to run my fingers through his hair. "Okay what do you have to eat in this house, Cam?" Karson said loudly. "SHH! SHUT THE FUCK UP HES SLEEPING!" I franticaly whispered hoping to god he won't wake up. When he didn't I sighed in relief and looked over at Karson. "That is the cutest thing ever give me you're phone so I can take a picture of you,but you have to Look the other way so it looks like you're sleeping to" He said grinning like an idiot. I pointed at my phone on the coffee table, and he quickly grabbed it. He took a few pictures and set my phone back down. "There's food in dah fridge, Karson." I whispered and he silently ran to the kitchen.

   Colin woke up a few hours later. Karson was still upstairs with my brother, coming down to the kitchen every 20 minutes. "Karson, your gonna eat everything in the house!" I could hear my brother yell from upstairs as Karson came down the steps laughing. I started to get up to see what all Karson has eaten, but Colin wrappes his arms around my waist and pulled me on to his lap and started tickling me. I screamed and started kicking my feet with my knees as close to my chest as possible. When he eventually stopped it took me awhile to catch my breath, not moving from his lap. He wouldn't stop laughing at me. I playfully slapped him in the chest and got up running upstairs to my room.