How did it turned like this? ▶k.samuel

03

I woke up as my alarm clock snoozed. I did my morning routines and I already ate my breakfast. I was about to open the door then someone opened it from outside. It was Samuel wearing his shining smile.

"Good morning wifey ^_^!" He said.

Di ako kumibo, I walked as if hindi ko siya nakita. Alam ko na sinundan niya ako. I walked faster, ilang percent nalang ang kulang at para na akong tumatakbo.

"Bat mo ako iniiwasan? May problema ba?" He said with a problematic look and tone.

"Ikaw kasi eh.." I replied.

"Ano bang ginawa ko?" Sabi niya.

"..kasi eh.. wag mo na akong tawaging ano..." I stuttered.

"Ano?" Tanong niya.

"WAG MO NA AKONG TAWAGING WIFEY IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT AT KASI WALA NAMANG TAYO!" I shouted without even knowing that I said that. Ooops! Nadulas yung dila ko!

"Paano kung sabihin ko sayong seryoso ako?" I am shook again and again and again. He's so serious that you can feel his sincerity.

"Samuel... wag ako." I said

"So ano busted na pala ako? I knew it tho. Ok lang atleast I tried." He said with disappointment.

"Samuel, it's not like that.." I replied.

"It's ok Hera. I'll still try." He said. Then he walked away.

Naiwan akong naglalakad. So lonely. Nasanay akong kasama ko siya. I don't what to do. I love him but it's hard to say it. It's like I want to make him feel that I love him through my actions not by my words.

I'm already at school at papunta na ako sa room. I was afraid kung ano ang mangyayari, lalo na at katabi ko si Samuel. At may practice pa kami mamaya after lunch. Etteoke? What to do?

I just looked down, as I entered our room. Then I sat beside Samuel's chair. He's so quiet. He's just looking at the board.

"Ang tahimik ata ng mag 'BESTFRIENDS' ngayon." Jiyu shouted then our classmates started teasing us.

"Manahimik ka Jiyu!" I mouthed. Then Jiyu just said peace with a smiley face '^_^'

Till the lesson started, until it ended, di pa rin kami kumikibo sa isa't-isa. Pano na yan? Magiging awkward yung practice namin mamaya. At ayokong maging awkward kami sa isa't- isa. I will apologize later.

Lunch na.

"Samuel.." I approached him.

"Tara kain na tayo.." Sabi ko ulit.

"Busog pa ako." He replied. OMO nagtatampo siya.

"Ikaw busog? Di nga? Tara na." I hold his hands and pulled him para tumayo na siya. Pero hindi mapilit eh.

"Sorry na... " sabi ko. Di pa din siya kumikibo.

"Kung di ka kakain, di din ako kakain." Sabi ko at umupo uli sa upuan ko.

Tumayo siya. At pumunta sa harapan ko.
"Tara na nga, di kita matiis eh." Sabi niya.

"Ayieee. Pumayag din siya. Tara!"

Hinawakan ko yung kamay niya habang papunta kami sa canteen.
First time kaming mag holding hands while walking.

Remember, I want him to discover na mahal ko siya. Ayokong malaman niya dahil sinabi ko sa kanya. Ang gusto ko ay malaman niya dahil naramdaman niya.

Nakapag order na kami. At umupo na kami sa lage naming inuupuan.

"Samuel, seryoso ka ba talaga sa mga sinabi mo?" Sabi ko not minding the awkwardness of my question.

"Oo. Seryosong seryoso." He said then smiled. Then I smiled back.

We're done eating. Nagpahinga kami sandali sa park. At inihanda na namin yung sarili namin para sa practice mamaya.

Seryoso siya. Bibigyan ko siya ng chance, deserve niya naman yon. At matagal na din naman kaming mag bestfriends. Kilala ko na siya. Kilala na niya ako. Wala namang masama doon. I trust him. And I love him..