How did it turned like this? ▶k.samuel

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Samuel's POV

I am here at my new university. It is near from the apartment I am staying. It's really hard to adjust. But, I still can manage. It's already 4:30 pm. We were dismissed already. I hurriedly went to the School of Performing Arts. My old school. Spending 2 years in this school created billions of memories. Finally I'm here.

"Hera, are you okay? Seems like you're so down lately." Jiyu said to Hera. I saw them walking towards my direction and I even heard their voices.

"Nothing. I don't deal with nonsense problems though." Hera replied to Jiyu. Hearing her voice makes me wanna talk to her. But, I can't.

"I know it's all about Samuel." I listened carefully this time upon hearing my name.

"Samuel? Are you joking? Hahahaha. It's been 6 months since he left with no reason, without telling me why." Sorry Hera. I'm really sorry.

"So?" Jiyu replied.

"You know Jiyu, we were born to accept reality. To accept things that could possibly break us. I don't have a reason to think about the past. The problem is not with me. It's with him." She replied.

It's also hard for me. Our situation. I didn't made this for no reason. I want to speak up to her. I want to tell her about it. But I can't. I really can't

"What if Samuel will get back to you?" Jiyu asked Hera.

"I don't know. It depends. It depends on him." Hera replied.

I know she is mad. But what can I do? I can't do anything. I am useless. She's part of me. I feel the emptiness in me.

"He should've informed me. He left without words." Hera said. It breaks me hearing her side. I am a fool.

Sorry Hera. Sorry for not telling you. Sorry for hiding it to you. Sorry for leaving you behind.
This will not be the last time that I'll see you. After all these, I will get back to you even though it's hard. I promise.

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Hera's POV

It's hard to pretend. It's hard to pretend that you don't care. It's hard to pretend that you're all right even though you're hurting.

I browse my laptop. Geez. Pictures of us. It just reminds me of our good memories but, he left me.

Something popped up into my laptop. An email..

Good day Ms. Hera Jeon,

This is from the management of Pledis Entertainment, congratulations because you are one of the 30 qualified trainees of Pledis. Your training will start 2 weeks from now. Please pack up your things for the Entertainment will exclusively fetch you from your houses next week.
                    -Pledis Entertainment

OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!

"MOM I PASSED THE AUDITION!" I am so happy. Atleast I can still seek happiness. Even though my main happiness became my great sorrow. Samuel.... Wherever you are, this is for you.

"I love you.." I sighed as I went to the balcony looked up to the sky.

As long as we're looking up to the same sky, I'll not hesitate to love you more. Even though there were many reasons unrevealed and hindrances in our way. I'm still here to wait..