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❇24 // Final Message

A/N: Next Chapter will be the Epilogue that is very long.

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From: Loser

My mom was beside me, crying harder than I ever imagined. My younger brother was on the floor, wailing.

I was wondering why were they crying this hard when I am alive.

My father entered the room the little later, shaking his head. The cries became louder and harder. He looked like he lost something valuable too.

If I am okay... How is she?

'H-how...how is she?' I asked softly. My neck hurts a lot and I couldn't move freely.

I knew the answer, but hoping I was wrong.

My mom raised her head slowly to look at me. Her face showed agony.

'She's forever gone in your life.'  She was mocking me, even though she didn't say it. She was blaming me.

'Noona. I want to see noona, appa.' My younger brother plead.

'Don't make it hard for you. You won't be happy seeing her lifeless.' Father comforted my brother.

'You...are lying, right? S-she's alive but critical, right?' I was horrified. I wanted to stood up from my bed and ran towards her. There's so many things running on my mind.

I felt like I was going crazy.

'We've lost her. My sweet daughter-in-law.' My mom covered her face with her palm as she cried her feeling out.

My room was full of pain, lost, and regrets.

I wished she just let me join her.

Dear reader,

I typed you this message because my body yearned for a long sleep.

Like I'll be falling for a coma.

I'm afraid that I'll forget everything... about her.

Her smiles. Her undying love for me. How she saved me. How she loved those people around me. Her warmth around my arms.

I wished to wake up from this nightmare.

I wished to see her cooking for me with a smile that will carry my whole day.

What have I done...

I killed her...

She didn't deserve this...

Jeon Wonwoo, you killed her.

She didn't deserve you.

You're such a loser.