Messages | wonwoo

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I'm kicking my shoes off when she appeared in front of me. She must be waiting for me inside.

I came late as usual. Aera wasn't feeling well, so I had to send her in the hospital. I couldn't leave her side even I knew that it was nothing fatal. Just a head ache.

I ditched work for her and I have no regrets. Hospitals used to be boring for me. I hated the smell of the room disinfectant, but I didn't notice at all with her presence.

'You're late.' My fiancee mumbled quietly.

'O-of course... I'm working overtime.' I answered calmly. I was trembling as I lied.

I wasn't cheating.

Aera and I have no relationship.

I did found her interesting.

I did spend most of my time with her.

But I am not cheating.

Right?

'You didn't answer any of my calls.'

'I'm busy.' I passed her and walked inside. I felt the fatigue all over my body as I stepped inside.

Before, she was my source of energy. Just seeing her makes me excited.

But now... I don't know anymore.

She stopped me by holding on my polo. The way she held it made creases on it.

No words.

But I could feel that she sent all her frustration on the way she held me. It was strong.

'Okay. You must be tired. I'm going.' With no further ado, she left.

I slept that night peacefully, not even thinking how she feels.

When I woke up, I looked for a food to eat in the refrigerator, since instead of food,a note saying that I should heat the food in the ref was left for me.

My refrigerator was full of food and it was all of my favorites.

'Fuck.' I mumbled.

That explained why was she here yesterday. Why she was waiting. Why she was dressed better than any other days...

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From: Loser

I forgot our fifth anniversary. I didn't give her a gift nor didn't greet her.

I chose to be with another girl.

I'm sorry.

Dear reader, what was happening to me...