WORDS THAT MODEL OUR LOVE INTO LIFE. When You Not Here To Touch

The flaws of the earth, got me missing yours

Recently I've been neglecting what I've always been taught
But life always has a way of reminding us it's short
The meaningless thoughts
Leave you feeling guilty for trying to be the person you not

They say the world is yours
My little brothers look up to me like I ain't got flaws
They say the world is yours
Even though I'm shy and hate the applause

I met her at a time I felt empty
When I was way to young to know what love is
Instead wish I met her in university
But here everybody is always a little too busy

Think I'm falling in love all over again, only this time with intention
My biggest weakness is that nobody is perfect
I fall in love with what appears to be
To actually find out that I hate the personality

I pause the memories
But never remember the importance of things
I'll never forget the first time we kissed
But neither will I recall when your birthday is

They say you fall in love with the best part of it
Amasing how I fell in love with all your blemishes
I have few friends and no enemies
Because the people I usually love act the opposite

I feel like we mirror images
The things that I've faced, you continue on all the opposite pages
There is not much I can say, to take away the history of pain
All I know is that you make me smile and I want to do the same

Apparently my big brother is currently going through depression
How I thought somethings only happen to the distant
We think bad things only happen to the less privileged
How they too are just millionaire victims

For the first time, I'm not trying to change anything
I'm just trying to love it as it is
There is a reason why I'm not forgetting any of it
Even though the memories are both amazing and tormenting

I remember when they used to make fun of me
Then I met you and I became one of the popular kids
Cause the other people begin not to matter
When you find someone who makes you think about forever

We stole millions out of life with seconds we spent together
But what if we meet again and it's just change that's left
The world we live in, medicine, pills, into suicidal thoughts, then murder
I've been happy but without you I've never reached the same depth