Depressive Quotes and Sayings

Here we go again

I don't know anymore how many times I have tried to stop. But I came back every time. With even more dangerous blades than before.
"Just give me time" is what I tell my friends.
"Just one more time" is what I tell myself.
I should stop lying to myself look in the mirror and say "You need help"
But I don't want to admit that. I don't even want to realize that I might be ill. "It's just a phase" and "if you really want to you could stop" is what I say to me to calm myself down.
I don't know how to go on. I can not even imagine that the sadness won't be a part of me anymore. It's like it got my friend. My best friend. Nobody wants to loose his best friend. Neither I do. But everyone requests me to.
I just hope I'm gonna be happy one time.