13 reasons why imagines

32-Clay Jensen[Love at first sight]

I didn't believe in love at first sight, up until now I didn;t believe in love at all. It seemed silly to love someone instantly, love takes years to grow like a tree and it seemed impossible to fall in love with someone so quickly. Maybe it was possible but rare. I began to believe the only way to find love, at first sight, was to have a beautiful mind. One where you could see past everything the person has been through and still think they are perfect. Growing up I was always told that my mind was beautiful, well the things I wrote that come from mind was beautiful but I was never a believer.

My mom never lost hope in me when I told her I didn't believe in love, she said "One-day dear you will be my age, you will have explored places and you will become wise, then you will believe in love because love my dear isn't always with a person, it is with the places you have visited and the things you have learned. You will come to love these things for they run deep in your blood and a person could never do the same."

I never let go of what my mom said even when she passed, you think a tumor in her brain would stop her from being wise but it did not. I adored my mom for she was my best friend. She was the light of my life and even if I did not believe in love at that time I knew that I loved her even if it took me some years to come to my sense.

So here I am my senior year of High School and I've never had a boyfriend, or frankly a crush. Crushes seemed like a waste of time, completely pining over someone who probably never seemed to like you back. Crushes we're overrated

"Okay, I think this plan is our best one yet," I walked into the classroom and the first voice I heard was my best Friends Jessica Davis. She was talking to our friends Hannah Baker and Alex Standall.

"What plan?" Something about the way they looked at each other looked suspicions.

"(y/n) sweetie lets face it you are going to be alone forever," Alex began talking to me as if I were a fragile child. "I mean for heaven's sake you have never had a crush, and we know you are never going to actually date someone unless we help,"

"I'm going to stop you there Standall, there is no way I'm letting you or anyone 'hook me up' with someone I don't know. If I find love it will happen, love is not something you force it's something that sprouts in you, " I finish.

"look at (y/n) going all writer mode on us again," Alex laughs.

The others laugh and I couldn't help but laugh either.

"But we are all serious (y/n) this plan is full proof, we have it all laid out," Hannah finally speaks.

"Alright convince me," I laugh knowing this plan would get to phase one and fizzle.

Jessica seemed to get over her shock, I never wanted to hear their plans. "Right, so this new kid is joining our class today and rumor is from his old school his cute and apparently really nice and I instantly thought of you. I mean from the rumors he's absolutely perfect for you," Jessica seemed to babble on.

"So we figured when he walks in and introduced himself and such you know he will need a seat, and there are only two empty seats in this class one next to you and the other in the front row, so when we see Mrs. Pickens look for a seat I'll raise my hand and point to the one next to you," Alex took a breath "So he will sit next to you which also happens to be next to me and we will make small talk, ask him about his life and what not." Alex was cut off by Hannah who seemed way too excited.

"And you know moving to a new school is hard, so we will invite him over to Monets for coffee, but when he gets there you will be only on there because we 'bailed' at the last second, it will be just like a date," Hannah squealed. "See full proof.