13 reasons why imagines

50-Tyler Down[I'll never regret loving you]

Requested I hope you enjoy:)
A/d Wuthering Heights was a great read 10/10 recommended.
My school starts Wednesday someone help.

"You see that's the beauty in books, they give you a chance to escape."

He looked at me, something flickered in his eyes and just like that it was gone. He let laughter erupt into the world brightening it a little bit more, god know it needed that.

"You are a dork," laughter spilled out of him.

My cheeks turn red as I laugh too watching him come closer to me. "But I'll have you know you are my dork."

I glance up at him and our lips greeted each other warmly, saying hello in the most beautiful way. In that moment we infinite.

I smile at the memory that played in my head as I tapped the pencil to my desk. I glance over at Tyler's desk. Empty. I swear that boy would hear it, leaving me alone in physics.

The clock couldn't seem to tick any faster, the teachers words bores me and all I wanted to do was fall asleep. I glance at my empty paper and back up to the clock.

When the bell finally rang it sounded like music to my ears.

I quickly gather my things and shove them i to my backpack walking hurriedly out the door. The sea of people trying to reach the door had the same idea as me, we all just wanted to get home. I push my way through people until finally I'm outside.

There was a slight breeze in the air as I walked home from school, it helped keep my sweat at bay. A ding from my phone pulled me out of my thoughts. Turing it on I sighed frustrated as it was only a reminder of my math test tomorrow.

I open my phone and looked at the messages I had sent Tyler....still not a single response. At this point I was worried, I sigh knowing I was going to take an extended route to Tyler's house.

I kept myself occupied on the way home thinking of things that needed to be done, or why on earth Tyler wasn't answering his phone. His phone and his camera were glued to him 24/7.

I hurry up the steps of Tyler's house wanting nothing more than to see him and go somewhere air conditioned. I rang the doorbell and waited for anyone to answer the door. No one answered. I rang it again. Still no one answered.

I try my luck at the door handle and luckily enough it was open. Thinking it strange for their house to be unlocked I entered his house. The air conditioning greeted me as i gladly cooled off.

I glance around the house and it seemed to be empty. Strange. Maybe they went on vacation, but yet again Tyler would have mentioned if they were. I walk around the house and still it was empty. I walk towards Tyler's room and the door was closed. As I got closer there came a slight sound. I lean my ear against the door and it sounded as if someone was crying.

Gently I opened the door and a red eyed teared faced Tyler sat on his bed.

"Tyler what's wrong," I say gently walking over to him and sitting on the bed.

"It's nothing." He says absently.

I wanted to cry in frustration, "it's not just nothing Tyler, look at you obviously something is going on."

He glanced up at me for a quick moment before glancing back down, "I don't belong here."

His words saddened me and I reached for his hands, "what do you mean, of corse you belong here."

"No I don't, how could I. Look at me I'm this sad excuse of a person who has done nothing but ruined what I touch. I don't fit in at school, it's like the whole world is against me. No one loves me, I don't blame them I wouldn't if I were them."

"The whole world isn't against you Tyler, I'm not. And people love you Tyler. It's just difficult sometimes to see or believe that when you don't love yourself. But that doesn't mean that nobody loves you. They do. I promise they do. I do."

I embraced him in my arms and held him as he cried more, my heart ached for him to be happy, oh how happy I was when he was happy.

He pulled  away, the sadness in his eyes still not washed away.

"Do you ever regret it, loving me?"

"No," I said.

"Why."

"Because no matter what you do Tyler, I could never regret loving you. You give me some of the best days of my life and for that my heart will always love you."

He smiles his bright boyish smile that seemed to light up this dark room.

"I love you too, more than life itself."

And as if his smile didn't bright this room enough, I swore when we kissed the sun seemed to enter our room.