13 reasons why imagines

46-Montgomery De La Cruz[Drunken Mistakes and Nicholas Sparks worthy moments]

Requested- I hope you enjoy :)

QOTD-Whats one thing I can't live without?

AOTD-Coffee, I at least have one cup every day( very cliche writer of me)

Feel free to ask me questions.

Drunken mistakes are the worst, trust me. You spend the night drinking so much so you can forget something that happened and when you wake up you wish you could grasp something but you can't. And you think "man I'm fucked."

This seemed to happen to me a lot mostly because there are a lot of things I want to forget and trust me if there was a pill to start over in life I would take it.

My head was pounding and throat was sore, but at this point, it almost seemed normal like it was part of everyday life for me. I went out to parties almost every night..stupid mistake trust me I know. Or I'm either hanging out with my boyfriend Monty, but that always ended in a party too.

There's some part of me that wants to forget what I did so badly that I lose control and wake up a mess the next morning, but when I do wake up there's this part of me that wants to remember what I did, and today I could really use some of those memories.

As I get dressed and freshen up for school I try so hard to remember what I did last night, or more importantly what I didn't do last night. Bits and pieces come back to me and not the full picture, yet again that's how it usually works.

Brushing my teeth I remember me partying in the summers humid air, lights a blur probably because I arrived at the party drunk. I remember dancing, no wonder my feet hurt. I remember Monty dancing with me.

Grabbing breakfast before I leave I remember Eisenhower park, but that's all that seems to come to me.

The air conditioning greets me as I enter the school, for a second I stand under it, then I'm pulled back into reality. I'm greeted by people in the halls some 'hello's' and some 'how's it going'. You'd think the way people acted in school made them nice people, news flash most of the time it's just an act.

That's the way high school is, people, charm you, reel you in with their good looks and nice act, they make you feel comfortable and welcome, then all of a sudden they get you into a position where you are trapped like a deer in the headlights, they make you look like a fool and you are talked about for the next week until they find someone else to embarrass. Welcome to high school where people are so desperate for drama they start their own.

I was at my locker when a warm pair of arms welcomed me.

"Hey Monty," I laugh turning to face him.

"Hey baby," Mont leaned in and kissed me, his breath still lingered of alcohol, I didn't mind I was used to it.

"I had fun last night like always," Mont pulled away from me.

I laughed, "Do you even remember what happened last night?"

He stood there for a moment deep in thought, I could tell he was trying to remember what happened just as I did this morning. I stifled a giggle as Mont was pulled back into the real world, not some distant blurry memories.

"I remember some stuff," he rubs the back of his neck embarrassed.

"It's okay I don't remember everything either," I laugh giving him a quick kiss on the lips, "I have to go to class but I'll see you after school," I smile walking off.

Monty soon walks off to probably to join his friends, talking about stupid guy stuff like who else Bryce crossed off of his "To Do" list.

I can't help but notice when I walk into the class all eyes dart to me like they know something that I don't like they are judging me. For a second I get a flash back from last night but as soon as it appeared it was gone I couldn't grasp any of it.