Ambers POV;
I gave nina a weak smile as she walked away to go spend lunch time with luke,she did this most days,I don't blame her I'm not much good company , I walked into the lunch hall alone,god I hated this place but unfortunatly I had noone to spend lunch with and no where else to go, I scanned the room quickly and found a empty table, I walked over and sat down flinging my bag on the table. The lunch hall always made me feel majorly uncomfortable, just because you always see people with their friends talking,joking around,but I always feel like I'm the joke,I'm the reason they are laughing,maybe I'm just paranoid or maybe I'm right,wouldent be the first time. I was about to put my earphones in when I felt a hand on my shoulder,I looked up to see beau stood there looking like a lost puppy,what the hell did he want.., "yes?" I said looking up at him, "can I join you " he said giving me a smile ,god dammit he's beautiful , I laughed "what you joking right?" , he looked at me majorly confused..
"Why would I be joking...?" He sat down anyway looking at me, shit his eyes made my stomache flutter, "noone ever wants to even go near me let alone sit with me" I laughed nervously , "what about nina? She's with you sometimes?", I nodded "yeh because she feels bad " this was true and. I knew it , but hey I couldent complain she was the closest to a friend I had . "Oh right.." He replied with a slight smile. Oh god amber stop staring at him,he probably thinks your a right weirdo , "so how comes you were late? Thought you were miss goody two shoes" he chuckled ,
"I have my reasons" I said bluntly,I wasent planning to tell anyone the real reason I was late was because I was too busy scarring my body because that would make people hate me 10X more ,not that it would make much difference right now.
