7PM
Ambers POV; 30 minutes , 30 bloody minutes I've been sat here trying to find something to wear for this party,not that I care about my appearance but if I turn up wearing my usually jeans and a tshirt,I'm pretty sure I'm going to get hated even more,if that's even possible right now. I eventually decide on some shorts,I don't usually wear them but nina would kill me if I turn up in jeans, like no joke she always complains about my style . I put on some high waisted washed out blue jean shorts,a baggy crop jumper ,converse , half satisfied with my outfit I pick up a ton of bracelets and put them on .Knowing nina would be hear soon I dident have long to do my hair so I threw it into a scruffy bun , I then finished my look with my usualy amount of makeup ,eyeliner and mascara,I wasent one to pile on the makeup and I wasent about to start today.
I heard my front door , I grabbed my phone and ran to the door to reveal a nina stood there,I couldent deny that she looked beautiful,she always did , she was wearing a crop top,shorts,heels,he hair all curley , she gave me a smile and looked me up and down " a jumper ,really amber?" She let out a laugh but was suprised to see I was wearing shorts " why don't you get your legs out more often?" She said with a smile, I shrugged and shut my door behind me ,walking towards the cab she arrived in.
We got in and all I did the whole way to lukes house was stare out the window, I'd be lying if I said I wasent nervous,there was a reason I never went to parties, it wasent that I was never invited because nina always asked me but its because I'm scared that someone will find another reason to hate me and give me another reason to hate myself,I guess I should be use to that but I'm not, the thought of it terrifies me everyday.
The cab pulled up and I knew I had to go in that house at one point, I looked at the house crowded with people outside,my social anxiety was killing me inside ...
I looked at nina who was the only person who knew about everything and she gave me a reassuring smile before she got out the car waiting for me to do the same , here we go...
