Ambers POV
So after about 10 minutes of deciding what to do we evenutally came up with the idea of walking around town although beau did seem abit hesitant to do this,I mean he kept saying "but can't we do something else" or "um are you sure you want to go there?" For the life of me I couldent think why. We looked in a few shops,hate to say it but we actually had fun,I couldent help but laugh at how funny he is and how stupid he is. But I noticed something,I mean you could hardly miss it but he seemed fidgity you know? He kept looking around especially when we were speaking and then it clicked, he dident want to come here and I know know why
"Beau are you ashamed to be here with me?" I let out,I dident even bother to care that I just said that to him, I knew it was true
"W-what?" He said,stuttering,ofcourse he's going to try to deny it
"Please don't lie,I can see you looking around to see if any of your friends see me with you,its okay I understand,I wouldent want to be seen with me either" a lump formed in my throat,damn it why do I always have to cry,I can't cry,I just can't
"Amber its not like that its ..its just."He said fiddling with his hands,he dident know what to say clearly but then again if you wasent lying you would know what to say
"Save it , don't even know why you asked me to hang out"I spat out,why does he keep hurting me,what have a done,I thought,maybe ...maybe he liked me? How pathetic am I ? Thinking a popular boy would ever like me? Huh? Ha
"Please let me explain" he pleaded, he looked upset but right now, hatred filled my body, he will never change,he's ashamed to be around me,I can tell,
"Don't talk to me ever, your just like the others,to think I thought you were nice, I thought you wanted to be my friend but turns out you can't stand to be seen with me"
That's it I couldent control my emotions no longer,tears spilled out of my eyes ruining the makeup I was quiet proud of , right now...I honestly don't know what I want to do, my emotions are so mixed that I feel I could explode
