Ambers POV
Its been a week since what happened, I haven't spoke or even gone near that jerk, I hate him, he's just like he rest of them and I was wrong, I thought he was going to be different but I was wrong and I'm never going to let myself make the same mistake over a guy again. He's tried ,really tried,not that its going to work or even make me care,everyday he tries to ring me about 5 times and sends an annoying amount of texts,I wish he would just give up already..but if it gives up does that mean he doesent care anymore?.
I've spent the last week in my room or at college,keeping way away from beau,I keep reminding my self that he's trouble..no good
I sigh remembering that fact nina is dragging me to another party,I'm really not in the mood for it but like all of the other times , I caved in and said yes knowing that like everyother time I will regret it the moment I say yes,and infact I was 100% right.
I go downstairs and see my mum sat at the table reading a newspaper,like she did every morning ,she looks up at me once and looks back down and continues to read. We dident really interact much but I dident mind really. I looked at the time and realised I have about 10minutes until nina was going to come over and help me pick an outfit for this party,I really couldent be bothered but would she let me back out? Hell no. I grabbed an apple off the sat and made my way over to the sofa and sat down.
I took a bite of my apple and felt my phone vibrating in my pocket, asumming its nina I pressed the answer button and put my phone to my ear "hello?",I'm instantly annoyed at my self for not looking at the caller I'd when my ear is met by beaus voice
"Look amber..hear me out please", I sighed,I couldent keep ignoring him could I ? He hurt me but I guess I should here him out
"I should of said those things , but you can't keep ignoring me ",I sighed , maybe he doesent understand that words hurt
"Yeh you shouldent of said them" I said,my tone harsher then I expected
Before I could stop my self,I felt the urge to just burst
"You don't understand beau,you have it easy,you've just got to this college and you have everyone at your feel,I've been here for yours and not one person likes me,if I knew why then maybe I could change but I don't know and you don't understand what that's like because it kills,your just like the rest and I hate you"
The line went silent,for a minute I thought he hung up on me..
"I just wanted you to forgive me" then he really did hang up
