I was looking for old pictures of me when I was a kid so I can make a photo album book for my unborn child, I want him/her to see there mother when I was little. I went into my downstairs basement to look for some pictures. I was so excited because I thought it was a good idea. It will be good for me to let drake know the little Rihanna. See me when I am a little girl. I also have to start shopping for baby clothes and baby stuff that my child will need.
I sent my mother and father on a lunch date I go tired of them being in the house all the time, I am actually thinking about buying them a house so that they can give me my privacy. Drake can't even spend the night here, because they be listening to us. It's embarrassing but it's life. While I am looking through a box of old memories I found a picture of my mother and father married.
They looked so happy, but then I seen something that made me stop. It was a picture of me, my brother and my mother together.Me seeing the picture made me have a breakdown, because I wasn't there for him when he needed me, I left and I was miles away from him. My partner in crime my second important man in my life is gone. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye and I didn't even get a chance to see him. He was just gone just like that, and it torn me apart. But me looking at how our life was before I left is just sad. Cause I left from my problems instead of trying to fix it.
My only thing that I wish I didn't do was leave I should've been there for him, I should've talked him into not joint the army, but I didn't. I went my separate ways, and left Barbados behind. That was the biggest mistake I ever made in my life...........
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I'll Hold You Down Pt 2.
FanfictieRihanna thinks that her life is now complete, she has her daughter of her dreams, and the most wonderful husband in the world, she thinks nothing will end it. But when Drake and Meek Mill get in a vicious rap battle, things get terrible. And her lif...