Stay: A Carter Reynolds Fanfic

                Chapter Three:

http://i1366.photobucket.com/albums/r762/beanbuckley/Mobile%20Uploads/Screenshot_2014-03-23-23-27-01_zps33ekrvqv.png

(link for outfit above)

mariyah's pov: I woke up the next morning realizing I had fallen asleep right after making my bed. I got up and looked out the window. it was a beautiful day and the skys were clear. I walked to the back of the room to a door. I opened it, thinking it was a closet and it had lead to my own bathroom. pretty fucking nice right? it was perfect. the walls were covered in a teal color and the sink was white. I opened the glass door to the shower and stepped in. I got out and opened the medicine cabnet. it was empty. I closed the mirror and went to my bags. I grabbed my towels and placed them in the small closet in the bathroom. I went to my bag once again and grabbed my shower products. I took a second trip to the bathroom, putting my products on the shelfs in the shower. I walked out of the bathroom as jordan entered my door way, half asleep. "morning sunshine" I said as she got in my bed. I gathered my hair things and makeup and put them on the counter in the bathroom. jordan walked into the bathroom and got into the shower. "no fair" she said as she stepped out of the bathroom. "what" I said grabbing a towel smiling at her. she glarred at me "you get your own bathroom and I dont" she said walking towards the window. I shut the door to the bathroom. there was a foot gap from the door to the ceiling. it was like a small dressing room. it didnt have its own ceiling, the bathroom sharing the same ceiling as my room. it was neat and creative. the door was wooden with slits in it. I turned the shower on then undressed. I got in the shower and washed my hair and shaved my body. washed my body then got out and wrapped my towel around me. I stepped out of the bathroom and opened my window. I dryed off and dropped my towel. I put on a new pair of victoria secret panties and a new bra. I looked in the huge mirror on my wall and glaced at my arm. I noticed me scars had began to fade. my thighs were damaged from cuts and had pink scars all across my upper legs. I lotioned my body trying to think of something else. the cutting all started when my mom started going out at nights and coming home late. it started when I was only 14 and I had to take care of jordan while my mother went out and did drugs and drank her divorce pain away. jordan didnt know what was happening in the beginning, but the older she got the more she caught on. everynight my mom would come home and come to my room making sure jordan's door was closed. she would call me all sorts of names and tell me she didnt care about me. I never know why she said those things, but at 14 I believed every word my mother told me. the next mornings she never remembered her words so I never said anything. she just made breakfast if she wasnt hungover and acted as if nothing had happened the night before. maybe in her fucked up mind it was okay she got wasted everynight. I soon started easing my pain when I saw a post of a girls arms cut up. at first I was scared but once I did the first cut it felt like the pain left as the blood dripped down my arms. the wrist cutting wasnt enough for me. so I decided to start cutting my thighs. longer and deeper. I stopped cutting a year ago because I wasnt going to let my fucked up mom ruin my life. my mom has been sober for 11 months and she is completely different now. she is a great mother, beside the fact she covers the past up with fancy things and new memories. she makes sure jordan gets what she wants to make up for her drunken years. as for me I just avoid the whole situation with my mother. how could I explain she was the reason for the cuts all along my body. I finished lotioning my body and went to the bathroom. I blow dryed my hair and plugged in my curling iron. after I curled my hair I did my makeup. I applied my eye liner lightly on my top lid, nothing crazy. I put on my mascara and left the bathroom. I got into my bag looking for something to wear. I pulled out a jean dress I had gotten in chicago from a friend. I put it on and looked for my shoes. they were old style shoes but I had always liked things like that so I had bought them back in chicago for $65 dollars. I found a pair of earings and a ring to finish the outfit and grabbed my phone. I checked the time and it was a quarter to eleven. I walked into jordan's room and told her I was going out. "where?" she said with an attitude. "to kailies" I said as I walked out "taking the car be back around 5" I yelled to my mom as grabbed the keys and left. I walked out the door and got in the car. the car was nice, a range rover. it was maroon and I had always loved it since we got it. I plugged my phone in and began to play headlines by drake and rolled down the windows. mom had just got a new bass system with her tax return money. I pulled out of the parking lot and went straight to kailies house. I parked on the street across from her house, grabbed my phone, rolled the windows up, and hoped out. I went to the door and I knocked. kailies younger sister samantha came to the door. "what" she said in a bitchy tone. "is your sister here" I spat back at her. she gestured me in as she walked to her room. I walked down the hall remembering exactly where her room was. I walked in as kailie was putting on her vans. "heeey" she said knowing it was me. "wassup hooker" I said flopping on her bed. it felt like nothing had changed. she got up and looked at me with a grin. "is it okay if we hang out with matts friends today" she asked nicely. "I dont give a fuck as long as I dont have to be around that house" I said sitting up. "you dont like it" she said pulling me off her bed. I shook my head and gave her a look. she laughed as we walked to the living room. she connected her phone to the aux system and started playing music "wheres mom" I asked, pulling my phone out. "dad took her shopping" she said laying out on the floor. I nodded as if I was paying attention, more focused on justin bieber's new tweets. moments later a group of 11 people came into kailies house. "WASSSSUP" a girl yelled jumping on kailie. "hey haley" kailie said smiling. haley was beautiful, and she had some of the prettiest dimples I had ever seen. I admired her on a few seconds before the rest of the pack entered the room. "whos this" a little girl said pointing to me. "this is mariyah guys. she used to live here back in daaa dayyy" kailie said giggling. I felt so awkward and nervous around these people. they seemed nice but I wasnt used to new people. "hi im skylynn" the little girl said sitting next to me. she was adorable. she wore a bow in her golden locks and a hot pink outfit. matt shot me a smile and I smiled back. he sat by kailie on the floor and kissed her cheek softly. "im nash" a guy said looking a me. his eyes were the most amazing thing I had ever seen. I starred into them so a few long seconds and then bounced back into life. "hi" I said quietly with a grin. "annd imm taylorrrr" a boy said wearing a blue bandana. "cool" I said back in a sweet tone. "hey, im hayes" a boy younger looking boy said. his resemblance to nash made it clear they were brothers. I looked at him and began to blush. he was extremely attractive for his young appereance. "how old are you" I blurted out quickly. "13" he said with a wink. I felt like a total freak thinking a a boy so much younger was so appealing …  I looked down trying to avoid his smirk. all the guys were attractive. "im jack and im jack" two guys said smiling at me. "hey" I shot back with a grin. "im cameron" said the next guy flopping down next to haley. I smiled at him as skylynn jumped in my lap with a smile. I held her a tickled her little tummy. "im shawn" another guy said sitting in the recliner across the room. "im carter" a boy said sitting next to me smiling. "hey" I said looking over at him. he was really attractive. he was wearing a red beanie and a white crew neck that said "california" on it in red letters. he had a pair of gray sweatpants on. he made the outfit work. his smile was gorgeous his smell got me a little excited. skylynn ran over to nash and he picked her up. seeing them next to eachother, I assumed the were related. he kissed her nose and sat her down. I smiled and relaxed as everyone began having their conversions. "So where you been" Carter asked me nudging my arm softly. "I moved to chicago" I said back blushing. "happy youre back I guess I can say" he said with a little giggle. it was so cute. "I guess I could say that" I said to myself