and it felt just so good.
the excitement boils in my veins, the shrilling noises are still echoing inside my ears, and the thrill makes my whole body tremble as i stand before this ridiculous warfare.
i'm a warrior, but at the same time, i'm also one of them that wants to burn down the whole world and swallow souls. my sword is ready, but their black blood seeps through my wounds, and i was reminded of my sins in the past.
it feels so good, and i'm dying in the battle ground with my pride crushed and hope falling down in despair.
my sins bound me. my sins rule my mind. my sins defeat me. i am defeated.
(don't believe my words, young man. i'm a warrior, and a warrior never backs down in any fight.)
