My phone buzzed, I looked at it and it was Nicky. I ignored it because I wasn't in the mood right now. Nate has been crying non-stop and he won't even eat, I don't know what to do. Kasey told me I need to take him to the doctor, but I'm almost certain that isn't the reason he's acting like this. I showed him a picture of Nicky and he immediately stopped crying. I'm not going back, he told me to leave so I did.
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I got my post-birth scan done and the doctor just sent me the results. It says "I am very sorry to inform you Tessa Emerald Valcrum, you may lose the chance to have any more kids. We can go over treatment choices so you will be able to, again we are sorry you have been through so much and we will do anything to support you and little Nate." I fell to the floor and cried, Kasey heard me and ran into the room and hugged me. I couldn't do this. I grabbed Nate and all his things and went to our house, Nicky wasn't home so I set Nate's car seat right inside of the door in the living room and I put all of his things in his room. I kissed Nate's forehead and said "I love you, be good for daddy baby" I started to walk out the door and he started to scream and cry. I gave him the toy I gave him when he was born and left.
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