I've gotten help since the incident and Nicky got a new job. I've completely healed and I've been feeling a lot better. Nate is the size of a normal newborn now. He still has some health problems but the doctors are almost positive that he will make it. Nicky stood up to Balto for me and I find it really sweet, there is no topping him and I'm sure of it.
I was in the kitchen cooking dinner and dancing, Nicky was on the couch smiling at me. Nate was in his swing in the living room. I went to grab an ingredient from the cabinet but I couldn't reach it so Nicky walked over and picked me up so I could reach it. When I got back down he started kissing my neck but I moved away and said "I am cooking it's not time for that." I turned my music back on, he went and sat on the counter and watched me dance. Claire walked in and yelled "Cake Cake Cakeeee twerk it girl" we all started laughing as I actually did it. Claire went back to her room and Nicky said "Babe, wouldn't it be amazing to have another baby?" "NO! We have one and that's good for now!" I said "Awww because I wouldn't mind making one" He said, I rolled my eyes and kept cooking. He put his hands around my hips and said "you're sexy when your annoyed" I shook my head and pushed him back on the couch and continued to cook in peace. But then it had to be ruined with Nate crying, all I want is one day with nothing to worry about and where I can have peace and quiet but when your a mom I noticed that isn't possible because your kids and boyfriend/ husband always come first because they are your family.
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