My baby, Nate, is now a month old. The day he came home Nicky was acting like the best father, but ever since I have rarely ever seen him. I'm terrified that he fell back into his old habits, I love him and all but he's not here for me and his child when we need him the most. I just wish he would live up to something he said he would for once. The times I need him, he's never there. He's always out drinking with my brother. I feel as if my brother is more important to him then me and my baby sometimes.
